The Depths of A TinMan's Heart

this pit in my stomach 

this ache in my heart

i Hate the reminders that your gone 

or worse the void your absence has caused in my life

4 years 3 birthdays & 1537 miles later and im constantly faced with the fact that you arent here

i can complain that its not fair and wrong

i could list the Million thins you have and will miss out on

i could hate you for dying or leaving me here alone

but mostly it hurts

and that isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of at least 20 things i wish i could tell you about

or wish i could share with you

the worst part is i feel like this will only get worse because to this day im realiseing more and more things you wont be here for 

and i can cry a million tears and write a billion words but nothing will bring you back 

because the only 3 words that count are i miss you.