In regards to this quote, I wanted to pull it aside and address it specifically:
In retrospect, I think probably there are a lot of American Jewish people on this post because they've been interrogated about zionism nonstop for months and they've been made afraid through acts of terror on American soil.
Years. We've been interrogated about it for years. It is the defining purity/litmus test for Jews of any affiliation. I have been kicked out of both real life and online spaces for refusing to denounce Israel as the source of all evil and the destruction of it and my entire ethnic identity as a prerequisite for the coming of peace on earth.
When I pointed out that it was not a genocide back in November of 2023, because of the actions being taken by the IDF to reduce civilian casualties, I had someone who I believed had been a friend for six years summarily block and ghost me. In the time since, I have seen them make the claim that I personally have killed Palestinian children "and laughed". How that's possible when I live in Europe and have never been to Israel is apparently left for the jury to determine.
We've all lost friends, social circles, entire political affiliations, jobs, financial opportunities, and more because we're Jews, and thus are treated with suspicion because of our ethnic heritage, and if we're not willing to bark "Israel Is The Source Of All Evil In The World And Must Be Destroyed And All Of The Israelis Murdered As Painfully As Possible In Order To Achieve Justice" without prompting, we're looked upon with suspicion of being "secret Zionists". Members of our community have been murdered and given a pass by the population at large because the murderer claimed that they're "not antisemitic, just antizionist". The legal system in Europe has given offenders who have engaged in conspiracy to assault and kill Jews benign sentences that were little more than slaps on the wrist. And more and more.
So seeing someone like yourself actually stand up and say, "Yeah, no, that's BS. There have definitely been crimes committed and they need to be investigated and prosecuted, but this histrionic labeling of people as 'Zionists' is just in opposition to everything I stand for," is something that practically drives some of us to tears. When people you once thought of friends, colleagues and allies show that they will abandon every principle they claimed they had on the altar of Jew-hate, seeing someone actually hew to their principles is worth cherishing.
I've gotten a couple asks like this and I want y'all to know I'm chewing on them.
I'm very good at poking my way through my own thoughts, so I've been doing a lot of thinking since that post about why I'm so sure that this is a bullshit purity test and not what many people believe it is -- a dogma of colonialist, racist, violent ideology.
Is it just because I know a lot of Jewish people? I mean, I do know a lot of Jewish people (lawyer, notorious Jewish prestige profession), and I'm like, those guys? Nah. That one's a Jewish lady with the biggest purse I've ever seen and we won a case together on behalf of some siblings; that one's an old Jewish guy who went to the same drama school as my mom like ten minutes after she left and knows all her friends and tells a great story.
I've felt for a long time that Jewish people are the canary in the coal mine when it comes to burgeoning fascism, but that's not all of it either.
I have posted a fair amount about liberal purity culture, the foolishness of driving off imperfect allies, the joy of embracing people where they are and broadening your own world as a result, so there's some inherent hostility to liberal and leftist exclusion.
Words and attitudes can certainly contribute to harm. Even across the globe. And I've seen things on here that speak to a defensiveness about Israel from Jewish folks that seems... well, honestly, seems just defensive. Reactive.
On top of this, there was a literal point when I knew that some of this debate was just a business that was none of mine, and that was when a Jewish friend of mine told me that zionists were missing the point of being Jewish because Jewish people were supposed to wander, that was what it was about. (PLEASE DON'T ARGUE ABOUT THIS, unless you are being respectful and informative. I'm only using this as an example of a thing that surprised me and showed me wow, I have only scratched the surface of understanding this shit.)
Then there's what I've done with my life and career. It took ages for me to start seeing the big picture in the criminal justice system, and start feeling out the shape of how state violence is creating the exact problems it's claiming to be solving. Whenever I read anything about Israel, it seems to me like I see the same thing happening there, like a perpetual motion machine: each side (speaking specifically of the ones making the violence-related decisions), in reacting with violence, ensures the future violence that will react to them, and in so doing perpetuates the need for retaliation, forever, forever. From what's happened over the last few years, it seems to me that Israel has given Hamas recruits for decades, and Hamas has inspired Israel to new atrocity.
But we can't forget the humanity in all of the killers and torturers and bombers. They see themselves as a guardian of the weak, an avenger of the fallen, a bringer of justice. That's why they do this. So what good do I do in calling someone an ideological enemy? What even is an ideological enemy? Is it someone I would kill in the name of ideology? That's no one. I'm a pacifist.
...That went a little far afield. But, also: the trappings of bullying include anonymous harassment and accusations without evidence, both of which are pretty telling. If you're on the side of knowledge and clarity, I'm gonna be kinda suspicious when you're apparently afraid to stand behind your words. (Anonymous questions are a totally different thing from anonymous accusations, that's about giving people an environment of openness without judgment where they can ask the things they're genuinely wondering about.)
Sort of a final note. I don't have an overriding theme here, as you may have figured out, I'm just sort of having thoughts.
People who have spent a while in one career or working hard on one hobby and who got good at it understand: when you interact in a space with certain concepts, you get skilled at dealing with those concepts. Talented costume designers understand the structure of the human body and how bits of things fit together in clothes in a way I don't know. Scientists have huge dimensions of knowledge where I can, at best, skim the surface.
The kind of lawyer that I am works with morals and ethics on a constant basis. Right and wrong and justice and violence and vengeance and forgiveness are concepts that we interact with day in, day out. We stare in to the abyss; the abyss stares back at us; we're like, hey, abyss, how's Tuesday, and it's like, oh, well, you know, samesies. I think maybe that my Guiding Principles (TM) Muscles are just really big and beefy because of all the crime I bench-press?