The way I feel Inside

By just the looks of the line ahead of them, Timothée felt as if there was no possible way they were going to get out of the theater anytime soon. With an exasperated groan, he dropped his head back and raised his hands to rub at his face in exhaustion “Oh come on, we see each other all the time.” he practically whined, mentally scolding himself at the fact he had spoken his thoughts out loud. Thankfully, he got no dirty looks from anyone and he learned to keep his mouth shut and his attention solely on Saoirse as she stood there just as frustrated as he had been. With her hands on her hips and a look of annoyance spread across her porcelain like features. Tim still couldn’t get over just how beautiful she looked that night. Of course, Saoirse always looked beautiful but this night in particular it seemed as if she was just glowing. 

If it wasn’t obvious to everyone he had spoken to, it was definitely obvious to everyone who was seated around him; Timothée absolutely hated these events. It wasn’t that he didn’t like being around a mass amount of talented people, or friends he had been proudly supporting it was more so how exhausting it had been trying to stay upbeat and present himself properly without accidentally putting himself through any type of embarrassment. Of course he was grateful to be standing and presenting next to Natalie Portman at one point of the night but if he was being honest, if he could have gone home immediately after that he definitely would have. Still, he toughed it out and every so often would poke his head between Saoirse and Florence to make a random comment or ask them to toss something in his direction when the important things started to happen.  

So this morning, my kitten woke me up earlier than I needed to be but I figured I would just get up and do things around the house. I was laying in bed, just scrolling on Twitter, and I saw this post about cows. It called them grass puppers and I’m still not over it. I mean I vote that we erase the word cow all together and replace it with grass puppers. I mean..it sounds so much cuter than cows and I think it would overall be beneficial to replace it. I mean, videos of these grass puppers rolling around in grass then skipping away? They’re too cute and they deserve the world. Anyway! Enough about my love for cows, I’m Emma! I just have to know one thing…cows or grass puppers? @hfrpstarters​

I vote we call everything a pupper now, cats aren’t even cats anymore. They’re fiesty puppers. Turtles? Shelly puppers. Birds? Flying puppers. Lizards? Scaly puppers. Goldfish? Bubble puppers. That one in particular is my favorite, because it’s the most fun to say. Emma though? Never heard of you. Nice to meet you...I’m kidding! I’m kidding! I think you know my stance on this pupper debacle...the pupper debate if you will, but how are you? It’s been a minute. 

Not to be gushy on main but do you ever just miss your friends so much? Maybe it’s because I’m young or something but I miss my friends constantly when we’re not filling. And you’re trying to tell me I’m not going to see them again until this trip is over? I’m so sad. I’m so upset. I miss them so much. However, I have come up with a solution to my problem and I need your help. Because I miss my friends on set so much, it just means that I have to make friends here! That’s where you come in. We’re now best friends. We have to do everything together now. Going to party? I’m coming. Nap time? Count me in. Restroom trip? Oh good, I needed to go too. What do ya think? Sound like a deal? Oh and I’m Kiernan. That’s pretty important if we’re to be best friends. @hfrpstarters​

You’ve always been such a sappy friend, Shipka but I gotta say, it really is easy to start missing friends when you’ve spent over months with them on end. We’re best friends now though? That’s pretty intense...It’s a lot to live up to. Being a best friend is a big responsibility especially when it means doing everything together.  Gonna walk with me into mens room though? I’d do all the same for you but it probably wouldn’t come off as sweet, maybe just a little creepy. I know exactly who you are short stack, how are you?