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๐๏ธ ใ
คwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ?
somewhat answered here, but. . .
slender and built of pronounced knuckles and taut strength, his hands are extremely soft from fastidious care. this smoothness extends to the backs of his hands, where a pillowy ridge of veins rises beneath the skin. && while rarely noticeable by feel alone, a faint, etched scar lies between his thumb and index finger of his left hand.
๐ฆ ใ
คwhat is a fear they never talk about ?
abandonment. like, he wonโt talk about his momโs death, specifically the kind of overwhelming fear he felt when it happened. also, talking about that would also reveal a sense of vulnerability, which he fears as well, therefor wonโt ever talk about.
๐ผ ใ
คwhat do they always carry with them ?
a keyring with his house key and a tiny yeopjeon charm. other than that, he usually carries cigarettes, but that can depend on where heโs working, because he can usually bum them from his clients, if itโs a โhouseโ call.
๐ชถ ใ
คhow do they laugh ?
most often, his laughter manifests as a dismissive snicker or a dry, breathy chuckle. though, in situations where heโs feeling particularly scornful, that might shift into derisive barkโ a short, harsh scoff that leaps from the back of his throat to mock whatever/whoever might be provoking him.
in rare moments, ones he finds himself genuinely amused, maybe defenseless, his laugh softens into a more guttural rumble, lifted by with a warm, melodious lilt.
๐ป ใ
คwhat kind of drunk are they ?
honestly, heโs a happy, occasionally affectionate drunk, both dispositions that prove to be helpful in his line of work. of course, using intoxication as a means to escape his circumstance and step out of his skin seems to be a perfect recipe for disaster, yet, he never actually drinks himself into any compromised state. due to feeling inherently vulnerable all the time, as well as the harsh experience of being drugged on multiple occasions, thereโs like this engrained vigilance.