As someone who had likely encountered more death than someone his age should have, Clive couldnāt feel the sliver of remorse for Justinās self-pity. For Justin to think this was his problem alone was selfish at best, disrespectful at worst. Coddling the man would surely do no good, as clearly it hadnāt last time. This time, Clive was more direct.Ā āJust who exactly do you think you are?ā
Clive snaps, his eyes narrowed at the teacher. His tone is as accusatory as his expression, and it doesnāt falter with even the smallest flicker of pity.Ā āYou donāt have any control over anyone here, and youāre a fool to think that you could have stopped Goro, or Wataru, or Monokuma, or the next person, from doing any of this; and to think that youāre to blame is even more foolish.ā
Clive finally breaks from his harsh tone, quietly finishing his thoughts behind a steaming cup of tea. āNone of them would have wanted to see you shirking your responsibilities and giving up on the little hope we have of surviving. That, Iām sure of.ā
Justinās distant, faded look remained on the background: even when the student demanded who he thought he was.Ā āI am a teacher...did I not have a responsibility, for their sake, to look over them? To...to try to hold them back from such things, or protect them with my life?āĀ
Somehow, that phrase rings strangely, despite his tone of resigned giving up. Almost like he has held someone back from such things before...but his head hurts too much when he tries to think of it, and so he does not. Yet the otherās words next hit the ginger teacher like a cold slap in the face: not just that musing of no control over anyone, but shirking responsibility.
āI....I wish I could have stopped them, despite the fact you are right in saying I am a fool to think I could have. I wish that so much...ā
The pain and distress at so many students falling is evident on his face. In the end, though...if he simply gives up and refuses to step forward at all, heād be even more of a disappointment of a teacher than he already is, by letting them down once again - not to mention ignoring duties. He....as a teacher, even if a failure of one, owes them that much.
āI donāt even know if there is any hope...how is anyone going to find us out in the ocean and save us like this? - but youāre right. I...I owe it to them, and to you, to at least try...ā
The self-guilt is still evident on Justinās face, but...he doesnāt seem to be staring into the distance anymore. If anything....the harsh words have spurred the teacher into action again. Thatās something.