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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ind. highly private. selective. bnha oc. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā d. 25+. they/he. UTC -5. discord available to mutuals.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā carrd. wishlist. headcanons. shipping call.
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WATT HAS MOVED.
you can find him over at @kikenmuses !!
kusattaā.
āĀ Ā you thinkĀ Ā too hard,Ā Ā watt.Ā Ā āĀ Ā blissfullyĀ Ā unawareĀ Ā of the otherās inner turmoil,Ā Ā she squeezes his hands,Ā Ā watchingĀ Ā patientlyĀ Ā as he speaks.Ā Ā it was almostĀ Ā second natureĀ Ā to her toĀ Ā comfortĀ Ā those around her.Ā Ā a child crying,Ā Ā a citizen asking for help,Ā Ā responding to crisis.Ā Ā she liked making others feelĀ Ā safe,Ā Ā protected,Ā Ā &Ā Ā most importantly,Ā Ā loved.Ā Ā just as she hopedĀ Ā one dayĀ Ā someone would make her feel.Ā Ā
SAFE.Ā Ā PROTECTED.Ā Ā LOVED.
āĀ Ā i feelĀ Ā ā¦Ā Ā āĀ Ā voice trails off,Ā Ā suddenlyĀ Ā quiet.Ā Ā what did she feelĀ Ā ?Ā Ā what was sheĀ Ā supposedĀ Ā to feelĀ Ā ?Ā Ā happiness,Ā Ā perhapsĀ Ā ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā i feelĀ Ā content.Ā Ā āĀ Ā yes,Ā Ā she feltĀ Ā fulfilled.Ā Ā āĀ Ā almost likeĀ Ā thisĀ Ā is where iāmĀ Ā supposed to beĀ Ā right at this veryĀ Ā moment.Ā Ā here with you.Ā Ā āĀ Ā pink hues flicker up to meet his gaze,Ā Ā thoughtfully.
āĀ Ā i donāt feel like thisĀ Ā all the time,Ā Ā watt.Ā Ā i only feel this way whenĀ Ā iām with you.Ā Ā āĀ Ā &Ā Ā she offers up a smile,Ā Ā affectionate.Ā Ā āĀ Ā i canĀ Ā bestowĀ Ā that feel good energy on others,Ā Ā but my quirkĀ Ā doesnāt work on me,Ā Ā thereās no wayĀ Ā iĀ Ā could feel theĀ Ā rush of emotionsĀ Ā love creates unless itāsĀ Ā real.Ā Ā āĀ Ā her thumb smooths over his,Ā Ā &Ā Ā she squeezes their interlocked hands lightly.Ā Ā āĀ Ā what youāre feeling now,Ā Ā would you describe it asĀ Ā loveĀ Ā ?Ā Ā or is it just attractionĀ Ā ?Ā Ā perhaps neither.Ā Ā āĀ Ā tone stays soft,Ā Ā āĀ Ā i donāt know what loveĀ Ā feels like,Ā Ā but i do know howĀ Ā youĀ Ā make me feel.Ā Ā ā
SAFEĀ Ā ?Ā Ā PROTECTEDĀ Ā ?Ā Ā LOVEDĀ Ā ? Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā was it really possibleĀ Ā ?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā do iĀ Ā ā¦Ā Ā make youĀ Ā feel human,Ā Ā wattĀ Ā ?Ā Ā ā
SAFEĀ Ā ? safety is something he had to earn, something he had toĀ Ā hurtĀ othersĀ Ā Ā for. safety came in being owned; the mob took care of his needs and at times they made him untouchable by word alone. watt cannot remember the last time he felt likeĀ Ā nothingĀ Ā could touch himĀ Ā ---Ā Ā like laws and fears no longer applied. sometimes when the storm is strong, he thinks heās untouchable but that always clears, eventually. heās always reminded that there are people who want him dead. there are people who will jump at the chance. PROTECTEDĀ Ā ? he learned, at a young age, to protect himself. when the first kid with a quirk took a swing at him and laughed about weakness, he didnāt sit in the sandbox and cry. no. he stood up and he swung backĀ Ā ---Ā Ā again and again. tears were shed. hands were bloody. kids will be kids, yes, but those playground days quickly shifted into something more permanent when the shadows made it clear that he worked for them. so many kids grew up with the dream of becoming a hero, with being like all might. he was the one that fought their boogeymenĀ Ā ---Ā Ā while watt looked on and realized he was going to be like those boogeymen, too, someday. something to be feared. something people looked over their shoulders to avoid, but very real. the mob would have let him rot in the streets if he hadnāt toughened up, if he hadnāt found ways to keep himself safe. LOVEDĀ Ā ? the mob did not love him. even the boss, who trusted him with some of the most important errands, would not shed a tear if he disappeared. watt grew up without parents or siblings to adore. he lacked friends without strings attached. fellow boogeymen. traitorous. out for their own survival in a world that only rewarded the bold. to love was toĀ Ā riskĀ Ā Ā everything heād gained. all his hard work. years of training his body and mind to be untouchable.Ā and yet. sheās touching him.Ā
he tries to make sense of itĀ Ā ---Ā Ā of the things she says. her quirk doesnāt work on herself. she doesnāt know what it feels like to be so puzzlingly happy. she doesnāt know what it feels like to have her head in the clouds, the air so thin that itās hard to breath but every inhale is bliss. he feels so fucking dizzy around her that his own lexicon is useless. once proud of being so clever, heās stunned to silence by a woman asking him if sheĀ Ā makes him feel human. his own hold tightens, a bit. frustration grows in his chest and with his quirk the way it isĀ Ā ---Ā Ā thunder can be heard. it is a gentle, rolling rumble, like something before a downpour. the air around them is suddenly heavy. damp. rain is coming and heās still so inexperienced with his quirk that thereās almost no way for him to stop it. brows knit. he tries to hide under the brim of his hat for a moment as he struggles with the very human emotions rolling around in his chest. butterflies? no.Ā Ā Ā this is the whole damn zoo.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā yes.ā a start, eyes focused intently on their hands. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āyou make me feelĀ Ā ...Ā Ā like iām actually someone. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā instead of something.āĀ thereās a flicker in his eyes.Ā Ā lightning.Ā Ā emotion.Ā everything heās tried to hold back.Ā āiāve lived my life as a weapon for others. weapons do not want things. weapons do not feel things. weapons are replaceable. objects. my days have all started and ended to the same notes, the same tune. i used to hear love songs being played over the radio or in films and not understand themĀ Ā ---Ā Ā trulyĀ Ā ---Ā Ā because i didnāt know what they meant. i didnāt know how to relate. now i hear songs aboutĀ Ā Ā missing peopleĀ Ā and i think of you. i see hearts sprayed in grafitti under bridges and i think of you. people walk by me and laugh and i think of you. you consume my thoughts. the starting and ending notes are different. it scares me.ā
LEVELING UP!! delete my history. change how you see me. the futureās easier. LEVELING UP!! in here iām winninā. defeat the big boss. GAME OVER, YOUR LOSS!! Ā ā Ā // bnha oc written by d. 25+. nsfw.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā THUNDER RUMBLES.
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kusattaā.
Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā you donāt have toĀ Ā tell meĀ Ā anything,Ā Ā but iāmĀ Ā here for youĀ Ā okayĀ Ā ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā
thunder rumbles.Ā Ā thereās a dampness that makes the air heavy. a storm is coming and yet the sky is clear.
āyouāre so unlike everyone i grew up with. when you say things ... you arenāt bullshitting. youād really let me lay my HEART out before youĀ Ā ---Ā Ā youād let me expose my soul and youāre only wish would be to keep it whole and warm and safe. people miss all might because of what he represented but there are heroes like you out here who are better. itās crazy.ā
so wattās quirk didnāt manifest until he hit 24. he spent so much time wanting one. he spent so much time training for the moment he ended up with one (because he literally couldnāt imagine a life where he didnāt end up with one) and it helped but it sure as shit wasnāt enough. watt has very little control over his powers and worse, they are very influenced by his emotions.Ā most frustrating, the electricity inside of him will build up if he doesnāt use it. he will oftenĀ āoverloadā and need to go outside and basically shoot a huge bolt into the sky. straight up. big and loud and likely startling to everyone around him but itās better than the alternative, which involves blackouts.Ā
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LEVELING UP!! delete my history. change how you see me. the futureās easier. LEVELING UP!! in here iām winninā. defeat the big boss. GAME OVER, YOUR LOSS!!Ā ā Ā // bnha oc written by d. 25+. nsfw.Ā
me, changing wattās sexuality on his carrd because of an oc with hearts on her cheeks and the literal ability to cause people to feel love for a min or whatever (which isnāt even relevant in their ONE [1] interaction) who literally just tried to use a silly pickup line on him on international day of smooching or whatever who touched him and saidĀ āoopsā when he felt an emotion and popped a breaker and then??????????????? i canāt even finish this thought yaāll iām going through it:
when i made watt i wasnāt really expecting him to deal with like ... love? as an emotion. like. he was supposed to be smooth and take people by surprise and totally throw them off-guard but one (1) pretty girl with hearts under her eyes has appeared and i realized, like being smacked in the face with a fully frozen coconut pie, that watt is a fucking idiot who hasnāt experienced like actual genuine feelings and he has spent so much time messing with peopleās walls that when someone touches one of his, he doesnāt know what to do about it. he has no idea how to actually face his emotions and itās incredible and totally unexpected. this is wild.
talking about your feelings is SO important I wonāt do it but u guys definitely should
kusattaā.
āĀ Ā youāre thinking ofĀ Ā valentineās day,Ā Ā my loveĀ Ā !Ā Ā āĀ Ā a giggle,Ā Ā she taps her index finger against theĀ Ā tip of his nose.Ā Ā gaze wandersĀ from theĀ Ā apples of his cheeks,Ā Ā flushed beyond belief,Ā Ā to the nearby breaker.Ā Ā āĀ Ā oopsĀ Ā !Ā Ā āĀ Ā
she would have toĀ Ā call someoneĀ Ā for that. maybe leave out the wholeĀ Ā quirk malfunction.
āĀ Ā sorryĀ Ā āĀ Ā sometimes i forget your quirk isĀ Ā emotionsĀ Ā based.Ā Ā āĀ Ā offering up a small smile,Ā Ā sheās back to herĀ Ā old tricksĀ Ā Ā in no time.Ā Ā ā Ā here,Ā Ā give me your hands.Ā Ā itāll make you feel better,Ā Ā promiseĀ Ā !Ā Ā āĀ Ā understandingĀ Ā human behaviorĀ Ā came with being theĀ Ā hero of love,Ā Ā non-verbal communication being just as important in her quest to make the world a better place.Ā Ā āĀ Ā when weĀ Ā hold hands,Ā Ā the nerves in our skinĀ Ā communicateĀ Ā with our core nervous system,Ā Ā producing hormones that make us feelĀ Ā pleasantĀ Ā &Ā Ā warm.Ā Ā āĀ Ā with a tilt of her head,Ā Ā she places her hands in front of him.
āĀ Ā hand holding is theĀ Ā purest formĀ Ā of human connection,Ā Ā donāt you thinkĀ Ā ?Ā Ā ā
the fact that his quirk functions in relations to his EMOTIONS honestly feels a lot like another punchline. being without one for so long and having the mindset for the impossible served the right purposes, but now? now heās misguided. now heās a loose canon, a news story waiting to happen. the commission has its eyes on him Ā --- Ā and what a story he would be! over twenty years without a quirk only to manifest one so powerful. his body has a hard time keeping up with the electricity in his veins and sometimes it builds, sometimes it becomes too much but they wonāt write about that, no. they will write about a young man taken from the hands of villains and given a new life as a hero Ā --- Ā they will sing about his coming from nothing and ending up ranked with some of the best. they will speak of virtues he doesnāt have and print his name amongst people he doesnāt care about. they will use him as they use all their heroes until something new and shiny pops up and then they will discard him like every hero whoās merch now sits at a discount on the shelves. it is a cycle unbroken since quirks appeared and now it waits for him. itās nothing he wants. nobody would have given him a second glance, without a quirk. but SHEāS different.
the offering of her hands is GENUINE, as is the HESITANCE that he displays in lifting his own. fingertips are warm. the buildup is there and it feels like her every word causes his core to vibrate violently Ā --- Ā unstable. thereās so much raw energy in him that he doesnāt know what to do with it and she stands there like some lighthouse, bright in the face of his storms and without fear as his own doubts rumble. when was the last time he touched someone kindly? when was the last time someone touched him kindly? his mind blanks. āi donāt think about human connection, often. Ā Ā generally, you have to feel HUMAN for it to apply.ā he waits a moment but he does allow their hands to come together --- fingerless gloves hiding most of the scars gained over the years from using them to BREAK people. for whatever reason, he almost feels UNWORTHY of the contact. heās lived a life of inflicting pain on others Ā --- Ā has existed quietly in the shadows and wanted nothing but to prove himself to the world but she Ā --- Ā she has wanted NOTHING MORE than to look upon someone with fondness and have it returned, full and true and with no strings attached. no lies. no expectations. none of the things that the underworld promised him with every interaction. heās so used to that life that he doesnāt know if he can change, doesnāt know if heās even capable of polishing around the cracks life has left in porcelain. her touch is like gold spilling into those spaces. itās like being renewed and suddenly having a shot at serving a purpose. āyou promised itād make me feel better Ā --- Ā but how do you feel?ā an honest question, magenta eyes flicking up to try and catch hers. āif you feel like this all the time, how do you not float away?ā
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alright. iām home, itās storming. letās do this.
kusattaā.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā plumped lips areĀ Ā pressedĀ Ā against the otherās cheek in aĀ Ā chaste kiss,Ā Ā a giggle emitting from them as she raises her hand,Ā Ā wiping theĀ Ā pinkĀ glossĀ Ā from their skin.Ā Ā āĀ Ā happy international kissing dayĀ Ā !Ā Ā āĀ Ā /Ā Ā holiday openĀ Ā !
stomach in knots.Ā Ā a tremble in his hands.Ā heart racing.Ā Ā these symptoms only pop up around HER and watt is convinced it has something to do with her quirkĀ Ā ---Ā Ā that this just HAPPENS to everyone around the hero of love.Ā for someone so smart? heās very much an idiot.
gloss is easily wiped away but thereās still pink to his cheekĀ Ā ---Ā Ā a strange STAIN that has also reached his ears. thereās a sound and a nearby breaker POPS, his own hair a bit on end not unlike when he lets off a bit of a DISCHARGE. usually, heās able to predict such things. usually it takes a few days for him to acquire too much energy but the contact is like hours of friction in the clouds; he can feel it at his fingertips waiting for anything that isnāt grounded. still, he also wipes at his skin as if his own touch will help scrub away the tint that only wants to darken. āi thought international kissing day was in february.ā
