365 poems, 365 days

it’s been a while since i touched this blog. i haven’t felt the need to write in a long time - my feelings don't flow out the way they used to. in fact, i’m slowly learning what it means to feel once again.

i’m beginning to feel at home in my skin.

i am too tired to keep living a life full of hate.

i’m feeling less and less like myself... but i don’t know who i’m becoming if i’m not me.

one day, you’ll meet a girl that smells like strawberries, and sings like springtime... and you’ll realize that you’ve never tasted a love so sweet.

i don’t believe in god but even if i did, he wouldn’t save my sad fucking soul.

i want to cut out all of the bad in me, and savour the good.

if you choose to do anything in this life, please, do what you love.

sorry to disappoint, but she’s a lost cause.

but her sadness speaks the truth.

you have bloomed; now you must grow.

you chose her, and you left me behind to watch you bloom with joy for the first time.

sometimes empty; sometimes far too full.

you will love, and you will be loved again.

‘i thought i loved you; but i was just sad and you were just there to take what i gave away.’