Sissy Thoughts

I wake up groggy with a mirror in front of me, but the reflection is not of me, but instead of a gagged woman. A rather slutty woman. Her makeup is heavy, but perfect.  Skin densely dapped in foundation without a fault, lips painted deep red which perfectly loops the big ballgag, cheeks highlighted with a delicate blush.  Around her eyes are a think ultra sharp eyeliner which forms the most perfect cat eyes. The eyelids are heavy from dark eyeshadow and she has been fitted with grand false lashes damp with mascara. Her eyebrows forms a sharp feminine line and have been painted darker to fit the bangs of dark red hair, which frames her sultry face. I begin to fathom that the woman unbelievably is myself, and I can in fact feel that the hair is a wig fitted on top of my apparently fully shaven head.

“How long have I been sleeping?” I start to panic and want to get off what ever it is I am lying on, but I can’t move. I realize I am tied by arms and legs to a bench, but that is not all, as I come to my senses I feel that there is something in my ass. A large buttplug is held in place by a tight black and red thong which itself is held firmly beneath a pair of skintight black leggings which ends in a pair of high heeled boots made in black leather. My chest which is forced down on the bench is encased in a red corset which hides a black bra and what I guess is a pair of very big and heavy breast forms. My arms and upper chest is covered in a tight meshed black fishnet top.

I am dressed up as the ultimate fucktoy!

As I struggle to get free, a door opens into the rather spacious but empty room, and a man in black clothing walks in.

“Glad to see you are awake whore. Listen closely; you got very drunk last night and started telling me about how much of a girl you are at home, and how you like to dress up in slutty women clothing, wear makeup and fuck your ass with a dildo. I filmed that! Just before I spiked your drink.” He says smiling at you.

I panic. I have never told anyone about the kinky games I play alone at home; “How drunk was I?” I sputter in my gag trying to shout, while I struggle at my bounds.

“Haha, just sit tight whoreboy you won’t get free. I have arranged for you to be the entertainment tonight for a group of young men. If you play along and are a good little slut I will delete the video tomorrow. The guys have ordered an ass to mouth whore and that is going to be you. Your leggings have a hole just big enough to give adequate access to your ass, but at the same time fully covering, what they think, is a girls pussy. As long as you don’t tell anything it should be fine. Say anything about you being a boy and I won’t delete the video, plus I imagine the guys will be a bit cross at you.

I fight even harder against the ropes, to no effect; ”what kind of mad man is he??“ but at the same time I am aware of my cock getting harder and harder, struggling to fit inside the thong.

”They should be here in a couple of minutes. Oh and don’t worry about your makeup. It is heavy duty and waterproof and only come off with a makeup-remover. The wig by the way is glued on, but should come off with some hot water when you get free. Enjoy yourself whore, and don’t disappoint me, it took quite some work getting you to look like that“ the man says leaving the room.

I wait in total shock trying to get my mind around what is happening. It could not be right, this is too crazy. No one just kidnaps persons and prostitute them to strangers! It must be some kind of elaborate prank. Though just as I finish that thought the door opens again.

”Haha damn, look at that!“ a new man shouts.

The room is filled with excited shouts and laughter as a group of 12 men quickly enters the room.

”Hello whore, hell you look good, you are going to be a perfect end to this bachelor party.“ one of the men says addressing me. He must be the host of the party.  

“Guys this slut is the last event for today. I have ordered an anal and mouth package with means we are not allowed to touch the girls pussy. But! We have unlimited access to her mouth and ass for the rest of the night!” The men shout eagerly as he tells them about the arrangement.

“Though as we don’t have unlimited time due to the big day tomorrow for our main man tonight, I have made a flowchart for how we best and most efficiently use this whore while we all gets our needs covered.” He folds out a piece of paper as the guys laugh their asses off due to the absurdity of having a flowchart for the abuse of a whore. I dread what they are going to since I can’t see the paper, while I feel totally objectified by being the target of a strategic planed sexual abuse.

“Well then I think the man we are celebrating should go first. And really don’t worry about the girl. I am told she do this regularly because she is such a big slut. I fact I think she is just as eager to get started. Isn’t that right slut?” he ask while grabbing my head by squishing my cheeks together. I look at him with wide open eyes of fear as he forces my head up and down in a nod. “Good girl!” he smirks before proceeding to lick my painted lips around the ball gag. Then while I am getting this treatment of his tongue, my thong is slid to the side and the butt plug removed. Next I feel what appears to be a bottlehead being placed in my ass and then my ass being filled with a huge load of, what I can only imagine is, lube.

“Hope your ass is hungry whore!” the man behind me shout and then my asshole is suddenly stretched wide by him shoving his big cock up my ass. I cry out into my gag but it comes out more like a moan due to the gag and the fact that the man in front of me have my mouth covered with his. It seems like he takes that as a signal to get his own cock out, and as my ass is getting a heavy pounding from behind, the man in front starts to shove his cock around in my face. I am gasping for air due to the violent treatment of my ass and this jerk is slapping my face with his dick, wet from my own saliva, and constantly forcing me to “smell it” by trusting it at my nose. The other men just claps and laugh and despite the crazy situation my cock has never been harder. Even though I tries to tell myself that this is abuse and I should hate it, the constant pounding of my prostate by a fat cock, makes me hopelessly horny. With the smell of cock in my nose and a big dick fucking my ass, I can’t help but feeling the precum start to drip uncontrollably from my own cock.

Then just as I am about to run out of air, due to the persistent covering of my nose with at cock, the man in front shout: “That’s five minutes. Switch positions, and next man to the ass!”. The man behind me quickly pulls out and my ass makes an uncontrolled; “Swurp!” sound from having the big piece of meat suddenly disappear.

“God damn, hear! Her whore ass, it is hungry for more” the man says and I lower my face and close my heavy painted eyelids in shame from the humiliation.

“Look up whore, we are only getting started!” The man from behind holds up my head, and I open my eyes to his cock pointing straight at my mouth. It seems clean for a cock, which have just been in my ass. The man who captured me must have flushed my ass a couple of times while I was unconscious, but this close to my face it still smells a fair bit of damp asshole. He removes the gag by pulling it hard down around my neck.

“Open up whore, time to taste your ass like a good little girl”. He moves the cock closer to my mouth and just as the wet head of his dick touch my red lips, I involuntarily open my mouth wide, gasping due to a new cock being trusted into my ass. The man laughs “Goooood giiirl” and he starts moving the tip of his cock back and forth in my mouth.

“Now wrap those whore lips around my cock slut. be a good little girl and clean me up again. Can’t having my dick smell of a whores ass on my wedding day tomorrow”. With the man behind me furiously fucking my ass I hesitantly form a perfect red O around the cock in my mouth. “That’s It” he says, but then he grabs the back of my head, and before I realize what he is intending, he forcefully trust forward and makes his cock go deep into my throat with my lips now touching his balls.

“Whoah look at this whore! She is able to take it all, damn she must have sucked cock all her life” he exclaims excitedly to the others. Little does he now that I am only able to deepthroat due to my many horny practice hours alone at home with my dildo in front of a mirror. The real thing is a bit different though, much warmer, softer and squirmier, plus the constant pounding of my ass makes it very hard to relax my throat  enough to hold it without gagging. Just as my eyes begin to run and I start to make gagging noises he finally pulls out. He gives me no break though as he proceeds to angrily fuck my face with rapid trust back and forth alternating between deep and short trusts. I am getting ravaged from front and behind and my mouth salivates uncontrollably now.

“That’s another five minutes done. Shift positions. A new man at ass job and finish up in the sluts mouth”. The host shout again. Before I understand what he means by finish up, the bachelor again trust his cock as deep as it can go down my throat “Reward time girl!” he smirks as he start to massage his dickhead fast against the wall of my throat. And as I spasm and gag uncontrollably from the harsh treatment, he start to cum. I can feel the warm thick cum jet out from his cock and hitting deep in my throat multiple times as he shakes slightly back and forth in his orgasm. It is a massive load, and since he cums deep in my throat, I have no control over the fact that it is going to my stomach. I am a swallowing cum whore with no choice in the matter. He then to my relief finally pulls his cock out.

“Hope you enjoyed your treat slut. Lucky for you, there is more coming” He tells me exhausted while he wipes off his cock in my face. I don’t get much breathing room, since due to the abuse of my throat, I did not recognize that it is a new man which is now fucking my ass, and before I can react the next cock, which was just in my ass, is forced into my mouth. “Time to clean again slut” the new man eagerly tells me as he shoves my mouth full of ass tasting dick.

“Get to work whore. Don’t act like you don’t love the taste of your own slutty ass. Use those lips, suck my cock”. He grabs my head hard, looks me in the eyes and slaps me across the chin with a flat hand. Due to a combination of fear and pure horniness I find myself, to my own disbelief, begin to slurp and suck hungrily on the cock.

The men continues to fuck me from both ends switching every five minutes with me acting as a human cock cleaner, polishing and cleaning each cock as they comes out of my ass. Just as a cocks starts to taste less of assjuice the five minutes are up, and the dicks are forced deep into my throat where they use the walls to masturbate themselves into ejaculation. In this way I am forced to swallow load after load of manly stranger cum. I lose control with time as the cocks keep coming. My leggings are completely soiled and wet of precum, and I can feel my ass tense more and more. Suddenly with a man about to cum deep in my throat, and his partner fucking violently away at my asshole, the cock from behind hits jackpot. Just as the man in front of me deposit his load in my stomach, I myself begin to squirm and spasm. The cock in my ass hammers perfectly away at my prostate and I begin to cum big time into my thong and leggings. The cum keeps flowing out of me, helped away by the constant fucking, and as the man in front pulls out his cock, I can’t help but moan deeply.

“Damn she almost orgasm from eating cum! She is the perfect prostitute!” The men laugh unknowingly about the mess I just made in my female attire, and just proceed on fucking the life out of me. The abuse continues until each man has cum two times, and I thereby have swallowed 24 loads of cum. I am dizzy and my ass is sore, even though it has been lubed up multiple times.

“That’s it boys time to finish up. There is a weeding we have to attend to tomorrow. Let the whore have her last shot of man juice and we will be moving.”

The last man still fucking my mouth trust deep and quickly empties the last load into my throat, and pulls out before placing the gag in my mouth again. Finally I am done. Im completly broken after the abuse. My ass won’t close fully, my breath smells of ass and cock and my face is covered in saliva and cum.

“We better untie the slut. Even though she properly enjoyed it more than us I think she deserves to be set free early, despite the owner said It was just fine to let her stay tied up. You did a good girls duty tonight slut” the host of the party tells me, as he starts to untie my legs. With both legs free I lift up my butt a little to stretch, which makes it possible to see the very wet bench underneath.

“Damn girl, you are wet! Your pussy is flooding. It was no kidding, you really must enjoy this”. he grabs into my crotch as to feel for a pussy, but when he get a hold on my penis he quickly retracts his hand.

“Hold up guys! There is something very wrong with this girl. We have been fooled!” he shouts at the others.

“This whore appearing as a woman is in fact not a girl, but instead a dressed up, whored out, sad excuse of a man. We got us a real shemale!” The other guys appears with mixed reactions, but most just laugh in disbelief or surprise.

“So we have been fooled, and how do we come back from that? I a way we can’t argue that we got an ass to mouth whore, so I don’t think we should take this out on the owner.” The man says and turns to me.

“But you boygirl. You could have told us the whole time while we called you a girl. That was not completely fair of you. How do we thank you for that unfairness?” he smirks. I fear what they might do, and at the same time I want to tell them that I was forced, and that they must not tell that I was revealed as a boy, to the man that kidnapped me. All I manage though, is just a muffled whine into the gag.

“Hush!” The man slaps my butt hard and starts to tie me up again.

“I think maybe you don’t need to be released just yet. I fact I think you deserve a parting gift to remind you of your male superiors during your stay here this night”.

“Guys think we can crank one more load out for a nice gooey present for this pathetic girly boy?” I dread that I will be forced to eat more of their cum, as the man leaves the room after he is done binding me again. He quickly comes back with a large glass, which the guys take turns ejaculating into. I stare in disbelief, unable to understand how they still can shoot out so much cum after each already having feed me two times. As the last guy finish and the glass almost is half full of cum I expect them to come and force me to drink it, but instead they go for my ass.  

“Time to feel like a real girl, whoreboy” One of the men grabs my buttocks and make my asshole gape while one of the others starts emptying the glass full of cum into my asshole. I am in shock from the humiliation as many of the men laugh at me, a man forced to look like a female slut, getting my ass filled with a huge dump of cum, and yet my cock has never been more erect. They then shove the large buttplug up my ass again and slip back on the tight thong so that the cum stays inside my ass. I try to shout trough my gag and to slip out of my bounds but it appears only as a muffled cry and a hopeless shaken about. I am stuck with my ass full of cum.

“Night night girl” the guys begin to leave. They dim the lights at a switch at the door, and then they are all gone. Just as the door closes I hear one of the guys say: “Damn what a total freak whore”. and then I am alone in the dim light, with an ass stuffed with 12 strangers cum and a large buttplug. I have a gag in my face, and am without knowing when I will be set free. My stomach feels funny and I imagine all the cum swooshing around in there and I am still horny as hell. Even though I am completely wasted I can’t help but want to cum again. The cum in my ass gives me a feeling of being incredible feminine and at the same time a total slut. I start to press outwards on the plug and let the thong push it back into me.  Massaging my asshole this way with the cum flowing around the plug , while focusing on what a total whore I have been, I start to cum again. As I yet again fill my leggings with cum, I pass out.

I am woken up with a hard slap in the ass. I don’t know how long I have slept but the dominant man, who put me here, is back.

“You earned me a nice amount of cash tonight whore, even though our little secret about you being a man was spoiled. I still have honored the deal and deleted the video, but before I let you out I will have some enjoyment out of you myself. If you don’t cooperate I will let you stay in that position another 24 hours. Understand?” I franticly nod my head.

“Good. I understand your guests tonight left a little present inside you. I want you to be a big girl and show some appreciation by drinking your gift”. I just stare shocked at him. The cum had been in my ass at least a couple of hours and my ass could not be totally clean forever. He goes to my ass holding a cup under my asshole and as he removes the plug the cum just flows out of me together with a mixture of lube and assjuice.

“Wow I had underestimated what they meant with “little” gift. Damn you are a total whore to have so much cum in your ass!“ He says holding the glass in front of my face. The cum in the glass no longer has its white color. Ii is a vain shade of yellow, it also seems much  thicker and denser and smells sweet and dank of asshole.

”Now be a good girl and swallow, or it is a day more like this, and who knows how much cum that amounts to“ He says as he removes my gag and press the glass against my painted lips. I hesitatingly open my mouth, and as he starts pouring the cocktail of cum and assjuice into my mouth, and I struggle to gulp it all down fast enough, I suddenly again cum hard in my leggings, from the utter degradation of myself and the kinkiness of the whole situation. I feel like crying. I look like a perfect female whore, my ass have been abused for hours and my mouth is full of a cocktail of cum and assjuice. I should be ashamed of my none existent manliness, and yet I am such a whore that I can’t help but cum buckets into my thong.

The man proceeds to get his own huge cock out and forces it down my surrendering mouth. After a couple of minuties of ravageing my throat he finally cums and deposit yet another large load of manly semen into my squishy bowels.  

”You seem to have enjoyed yourself despite the harsh treatment“ the man says looking at my cumsoiled leggings, as he starts untying me.  

”You know a whoreboy like yourself always comes back for more. I have left my number in your male jeans next to the shower through that door.“ He points as he finish untying me, and then he leaves. I am at that moment far to shameful to ever wantingt see this man again, and my only thought is to get into my male clothing and get home as fast as possible.

A week later though….  

After having trouble sleeping from being so horny and not being able to leave the episode behind me, I finally break down and call the number.  A couple of hours later I am yet again completely disguised as a female whore with the first mans dick  buried deep within my  hungering asshole.

I have been broken, I am forever a girly slaveboy who needs to be feed cocks regularly to sate my lust.

I recently wrote this as an answer to a dominant asking about my best fantasy. Thought I would share, since I got soo hard writing it! This would be an ultimate fantasy even though it might be a little extreme. But anyone able or wanting to treat me like in this story will get a insatiable slut in me just as horny and willing as I describe here. Heck, you can even make money from me! The only condition is that I at all times look completely like a female. I hope at least it was worth the read ;)