Complications of a Mastermind

Why is it always the people that "have your back" always the ones that betray you

I feel like I haven't had much time to process cause I'm so busy and lately have just been in a pretty constant state of disassociating. But this last one is definitely gonna leave me traumatized. I don't want to be afraid of loving people for fear of being hurt but damn 🤕

Never saying a vegan bitch again

Fuck fuck fuck I just got fired from Renaissance faire. I want to diiiieeee. But still FUCK 12

I must be doing well cause there's been hella ex's back in my dms

I don't know what to do with myself and I want to die

I'm so miserable

I feel like I always come on here to vague post and when I reread s*** I have no idea what the f*** I'm talking about. At the same time, that's also a reality check because it's usually me being sad or complaining about something and then when looking back at it I don't even know what it is, which just really goes to show you that nothing really matters because things that suck you tend to even forget about in a month or two, especially a year from now. And that's really something that I try to remind myself of often you know. Hakuna Matata if you can't do something about it, why worry? If you can, then why worry. Anyway, on that note, just to not be vague on this one, I think I may have found my person and her name is Alexis

I finally found someone that I don't need to water myself down around 🥰