ed trigger warning

having a friend who was my "4Na buddy" was the worst thing ever like i do not recommend that shiz to anyone

me knowing ill never have my dream body becuz not only can i not stop eating but ive been so big for so long even if i loose the weight ill still have loose skin

need ti get my shit under control

my tumblr messed up for a sec and i thought i got banned 🤧🤧

food just hasn't been fooding the way it used to like

im reading some of my thoughs/poems from my notes and why are some of them actually kind of good like my mind is so good sometimes

all i want for my bday is to be less than 200 and if i keep on track i will be

only 10 pounds away from breaking my first goal

i was studying with friends yesterday and i ended up eating so much but luckily i didnt gain but still it was not good

u can literally never be my dream version of myself like its actually impossible and that sucks so hard

its so funny how when i was lesser i would rhink about how fat i am and nwo that ive gained more i wish i could just go back

i need to be skinny by the time january comes around and i need to stop making excuses, i cant be fat anymore