Brain: eat healthy and exercise

ED: Don’t eat an lie to your family and friends

*not mine*

I can’t wait til the day I stand with my ankles together and my thighs don’t touch

I can’t wait til the day my collarbone is sticking out much more

I can’t wait til the day when I sit down my thighs don’t touch

I can’t wait til the day I sit down and feel my butt bone press against the seat

I can’t wait til the day my hands look so boney and dainty

I can’t wait til the day my sharp jawline sticks out more

I can’t wait til the day when people tell me I’m so small and fradgile

I can’t wait til the day when people hug me and say they feel my ribs

I can’t wait til the day I can fast on days end

I can’t wait til the day I have self control over my binges

I can’t wait til the day to do exercises that used to be impossible for me

I can’t wait til the day I wear knee-high socks and look good in them

I can’t wait til the day people say that I’m so skinny that I should eat

I can’t wait til the day I go to find 00 pants

I can’t wait til the day I can fit into an xs

I can’t wait til the day I look good in anything

I can’t wait til the day sitting on the bus to only have three-four people take up the seat since I’m so small

I can’t wait til the day I see the scale drop significantly

I can’t wait til the day my bra keeps slipping down because I need to go down a size

I can’t wait til the day I sit in front of the fireplace with hot cocoa knowing that I’ve finally accomplished something

I have patience.