oh well!!!

ariana grande is thinner than i was when i was hospitalised as a 17 year old, put on a feeding tube, given an iv, hooked up to a heart monitor, had my bloods drawn half hourly and was fed through the tube throughout the night because they were afraid that my organs were going to go into failure and it's really disturbing to see. i have bad body image issues but i have no desire to be that level of thin and i can't imagine how triggering this is for people with and recovering from anorexia and it makes me want to scream

a child had clearly been learning how to play on it because the keys are covered in stickers and marker but i do not care because it was free and it works and it found its way into my hands today