Sorry Mom

so i just got home from school, where i almost passed out, and i’m laying on the floor right next to the door bc my legs feel so weak that i don’t think i can take another step. my head is spinning, my skin is basically white. i feel nauseous, i feel boiling hot but also freezing cold at the same time. i’m shaking bc i have low blood sugar and my heart feels like it’s about to explode.

but the worst part is that i know what to do to stop this. i know i need to eat.

but i just can’t.

please don’t get yourself get to this point, it’s not all taking cute pictures of your bones and being all mysterious and edgy because you skip lunch.

it’s hair falling out, laying on the floor bc you don’t have the energy to walk, feeling your bones progressively get weaker, constantly feeling cold and sick, all of your memories will be ruined bc of some aspect of it, wether you ate to much, or you fainted in school, or you couldn’t go to a party bc you were worried there would be food there.