Is It Too Early To Say I Love You

i think im gonna delete this blog vwv make a more secret one ＊w＊ so if yall dont know i nade a new blog like 80 years ago so if you still wanna follow its @itchymattress-san bye bye!!!!!!

im the one who actually wants to try to fix things

im the one who actually misses you

you keep saying you keep saying i miss you i miss you i miss you no you dont no you dont no you dont

i just wanna cry so fucking badly

you dont miss me you do hate me thats the biggest lie that you dont hate me i bet you do i mean i hate myself haha

nothing you say is true to me is it....

you dont miss me its not true

it hurts it hurts it hurts everytime you say you miss me i get so happy for the smallest second then think its fake its all fake its all fake

i dont want to feel anything anymore

i just want to rip my fucking heart out

i shoulda knowit was a ll fucking fake hahaha

i thought it was real hahaha im the biggest fuck joking on earth

im crying haha

i shouldnt be this fucking stupid....

i mean why would you want to get back together with a fucking idiot like me am i right hahaha

i thought the reason you werent replying was because you were coming to visit but when an hour passed thats when i knew it was all fake....