The Thoughts of Pie

My anxiety is thru the room. My stomach is in knots and I feel like throwing up. I feel like I can’t even talk to my best friends about it for fear of judgment from them. I really hate my position in life right now.

I feel like I ruin every important relationship I have

Where did it all go wrong?

How do you stop talking to someone? How do you forget someone? How do you move on knowing that someone who has meant so much and made such an impact in your life and who you are, may not be there?

I am having a full blown anxiety attack right now. When you have no where to go, no one to talk to… what do you do? Where do you go? Who do you talk to? When the one person you can go to, isn’t available. When that one person is the reason you are having the anxiety attack. What. Do. You. Do.?

It’s it better know know you’re loved ones will be okay if you’re gone or know that they won’t.