Mellowed Out

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

Big strong butch tying me up and forcing me to take their strap send post

Black trans men, you are so adored, and always will be 💛

dont retreat emotionally. people like you and want you around. they like to talk to you, and you genuinely matter. you have to trust this through the hard times so you can get to the better times without sabotaging yourself. you are worth loving

i hope you heal so hard that the bare minimum disgusts you.

the "gifted kid" to "likes being called stupid in a sexual way" pipeline

apparently youre supposed to perform. they love it when you perform. but it has to be authentic. they hate it when it's not authentic. but you have to perform.