Hey everyone,
At the start of this year I had to stop gaining weight because of some health problems. But now I’m back, and I’m happy to say that in just one month, I’ve gained 8.2 kg (about 18.1 lbs)!!!!
Honestly, I didn’t expect to gain that much in such a short amount of time. I’ve been eating a lot and doing everything I can to gain weight, and I only left my house maybe 2–3 times during the whole month. Even then, I still didn’t think I’d be able to put on that much so quickly, so I’m honestly really proud of myself!!
In my last post, I talked about breaking my calorie record and going over 12,000 calories in a day. I’m planning to try and beat that again very soon, probably between today and tomorrow. I also went shopping and bought five liters of heavy cream that I’ll be drinking over the next few days. I’m aiming for at least 500 mL a day, maybe even up to a liter on some days, even if it’s a bit difficult while eating a lot on top of it.
Like I said, I went from 143.9 kg (about 317.2 lbs) to 152.1 kg (about 335.3 lbs) in one month. Back in 2023, I had already managed to gain 23 kg (about 50.7 lbs) in two months, but I didn’t think I’d be able to reach this kind of progress again. Since I’m heavier now, it definitely takes more food and calories to keep going, but I really hope May brings even more progress. My highest weight ever was 155 kg (about 341.7 lbs), so I’m very close to beating that again, which is exciting.
Now I wanted to talk a bit about how I’ve been feeling with these extra kilos. For as long as I can remember, I’ve always sucked in my stomach, even when I was alone, just out of habit. Even though I love my body, I’ve always had trouble fully owning it around others. But now that I live alone and I’m eating more, my belly is naturally more relaxed most of the time, and I’ve even been consciously trying to get used to letting it hang.
The difference honestly feels incredible. I get out of breath more easily, my belly sticks out so much that when I look down I only see my stomach. Every time I walk I can feel my moobs bouncing and my belly jiggling, which I really enjoy. On top of that, I’ve noticed small changes too: my stomach feels a bit firmer when I move it, still soft and jiggly but more “full”.
Since I spend a lot of time gaming at my desk, I’ve also started noticing it there too. When I play, I sometimes find myself playing with my belly, moving it around just to see how it feels and how much bigger it’s gotten, which I honestly find amazing. And when I’m playing more focused games like Valorant, I sit very upright and close to my desk, and my belly presses right against it. Sometimes it even leaves a small mark, which is something I find kind of incredible.
Clothes are changing too, my t-shirts and hoodies are getting tighter, and I have a shirt where I can already tell the buttons won’t hold much longer. I honestly can’t wait to film it when it finally pops. A few years ago I bought an Akatsuki outfit from Naruto for a convention. It was already tight back then, and before this recent gain I could barely close it. Now it feels like it’s about to burst and even the seams feel like they’re stretching, so I’m really curious to see what happens if I try it again soon.
Mentally, seeing the scale go up almost every day really motivates me. Every time I weigh myself and see a higher number, it pushes me to keep going. I also feel more confident and excited lately even if 8 kg in a month isn’t a massive transformation, for me the speed of it makes it feel huge. And I’ll be honest, I can’t help but look at myself in the mirror every time I pass one, just to see how I’m changing haha
So that’s pretty much my story for now. I might post again during this month if I manage to break a new calorie record or if something interesting happens. Otherwise, I’ll probably come back in about a month to update on my weight, the changes, and how everything has progressed.
