Lana Del Rey

Haunted Is Leaked!

Me: wakes up

“I pushed people away for so long, I no longer know how to let them in.”

“It sucks to be the one who cares. The one who texts first, the one who wants to spend time with you. The one who wonders why you don’t tell me anything anymore like you used to. It hurts when I wait for you to call like you said you would, and then forgot all about it and because you’re “too busy”. Because I could never forget: you’re the only one who I have truly opened up to. But that doesn’t matter to you, because you’re enjoying figuring out what it’s like to have a good state of mind, to feel the sunlight on your face and wind in your hair–a state I have yet to achieve. So watch me disappear into the night as I shuttle myself away from you, you probably won’t even notice until I’m long gone.”