ginny - an unreliable narrator

2. you are sick. that isn't anything new. you are hollow. fraught. glowering. you have nightmares in patterns.

3. it feels stupid. you feel stupid.

4. every day is the same. a grotesque reminder of a past you don't want to remember.

5. you had taught yourself to not take photos. to not look in the mirror. the horror of who you are had always been too much to bear. you believe no amount of anything can fix this. you have seen the sun rise between the clotting.

6. the night will weep, and you will go home. the future feels empty, just as the past was. is there a beating heart here?

7. can you hear me?

8. can you hear me?

9. can you hear me?

10. can you hear me?

recovery or death, i will settle for the relief

i remember the fear, and the taste of it will never leave my mouth

there is beauty in mercy

there is beauty in solace