The Ultimate Disaster

Hi all! I got tagged by @runathequiet and @nerevarbean

Gonna tag people below but if I forget to tag feel free to post and tag me :3 I LIKE MAKING FRIENDS !!! I LIKE HEARING ABOUT YALL AND YOUR OCS SO FEEL FREE TO YAP AT ME WHENEVER ❤️❤️

Last song: Dynasties and Dystopia - Denzel Curry, Gizzle, and Bren Joy (Arcane soundtrack). The scene this song is paired with is SO GOOD and I enjoy thinking of other fights scenes and stuff to it :# (I enjoy the Arcane show series SO MUCH I will hype it up forever).

Favorite Color: Is it a surprise to anyone pink is a top one for me LOL. I do also a lot of purples and blue :3

Currently Watching: Oh man okay, I'm so bad with watching new stuff or keeping on track of shows I watch BUT I am doing a lot of rewatching right now which includes the Hannibal tv show for the second/third time, Castlevania.....for the 6th time (I KNOW OKAY😭😂 MY AUTISM CANT HELP IT), and I started Maul (Star Wars tv show) but haven't gotten past the first few episodes yet. Fun fact about me, Star Wars is/was a special interest of mine for yearssssssss

Currently Reading: Embarrassingly I don't have current book read....I've been mostly reading lore stuff (or even reading the lil books in skyrim LOL), fanfic, and the occasional textbook stuff from my ole BIO classes

Current Obsession: Haaahhhhh, Elder Scrolls- is anyone surprised LKWKDJGHI 😭😭😂💀 BUT aside from TES ( I mean it is my main special interest so of course it's gonne be there lol) I've also been fixated on;

LADS (Love and Deep Space)

Star Wars

And a few other games like Diablo 4, Resident Evil, and Baldur's Gate 3

Currently Working on: Doodling oc's / Elder Scrolls characters AND working on my fanfic! I'm hoping to post the next update for my fic by today or tomorrow!! :3 I’m about 2000 or so words into it for chapter 4 🙏

No Pressure Tagging! :

@changelingsandothernonsense @cresu @scribeofskyrim @skyrimhusbandmaterial @dibellas-moth @theflowergrrl @knifecalledlust @heyhoneyfox @elfpallete @blue-dartwing @anilliscarts @zunaofelinhir @kauchenoe @tobianidiot @juliette-has-a-pencil @neloths-tea @fakerubberman @donemer @hircines-hunter

Last song: I've been listening a lot to "Kiss All The Time, Disco Occasionally" so that entire album on repeat, the last one I listened to was Pop. (Also, "Coming Up Roses" is my favourite song off that album, I've been listening to it on repeat)

Favourite colour: amber :) I have this one amber coloured suncatcher in my room and it's so gorgeous it has all my favourite colours in it :)

Currently watching: not really anything, but I DID just watch TADC The Last Act in theatres (it was incredible btw everyone saying it's trash is WRONG)

Currently reading: not really anything but I'm rewriting my Skyrim fanfic if that counts

Current obsession: TES and the OCs I made for that universe, plus TADC (especially because that rabbit is TRANSGENDER)

Currently working on: I REALLY want to do my piece of Kogandremaaz slaying his father but I'm so art blocked rn I can't do anything and I don't know why. Other than that, my fanfic, also getting better at guitar :))

Last song I listened to was Butcher Vanity, I just.. I like it idk

My favourite colour is lavender purple, but my close second is banana yellow!

Currently watching: Battlestar Galactica 2003, I'm on s2 ep5 currently and uhm. wow this show is wild I'm so glad I picked it up.

Currently reading: This fanfic by a friend of mine, it's peak y'all and very homosexual!

Current obsession: Keeps jumping between Battlestar Galactica, Skyrim and Henry Stickmin. They're collaborating in my head.

Currently working on: This Life Series fanfiction that is 100% not slower than a fucking snail to update 💀

Last song: Valiant Try by Rosetta Stone. It came on while I was randomly listening to some playlist on YouTube and realised that it kinda slaps ngl

Favorite Color: Black. Simple as that. My second favorite is a nice dark red (hex #660000 is really nice imho)

Currently watching: Better Call Saul (on season 5 rn), Battlestar Galactica 2005 (on s1), Doctor Who 2005, Lucifer (on season 2) (all of it is currently on hold tho)

Currently reading: Well I had to put it on hold because of college but Dune by Frank Herbert.

Current obsession: Skyrim (GENERAL TULLIUS <333333), Pokémon, BCS/BB, Battlestar Galactica… yea I have a few and idk if I can even name it all rn 💀

Currently working on: Doodling my OCs and writing fanfiction (especially Old Wounds, New Destinies but also some one shots)

you do realize what’s fucked is telling victims and survivors they’re “fucked up” for the way they choose to cope and heal from their trauma, right?

you do realize licensed therapists actually encourage creative writing, including dark fiction, in a safe and controlled environments as a way for victim and survivors to heal, right?

you do realize there are victims and survivors who actually coped and healed through dark fiction and creative writing, right?

just because it doesn’t work for you doesn’t mean you have the right to tell victims and survivors how they can cope and heal from their trauma.

the fact you think you’re the good guy here is just as fucked as the fact you call victims and survivors fucked up because you don’t personally approve of the way they choose to heal from their trauma. theirs.

victims and survivors who cope and heal via dark fiction do not harm anybody in real life. whereas you are harassing them with your purity bullshit.

but then I realised that same challenge would be infinitely more funny with folks who have atypical or horror OCs

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And that my friends is why Pride Month is still so important. Yes, it is about celebration. It is about joy, love, community, and being visible without apology. But it is also about walking for those who cannot. Speaking for those who have been silenced, and standing for those who still live in countries where being LGBTQIA+ is criminalised, punished, or treated as something shameful.

Like you know how people cope after a panic attack to try and regulate themselves and lower adrenaline levels? Yeah Tullius just does the things you'd do if you were suddenly sick or nauseous and nobody notices because his body has been rejecting Skyrim's weather for the last few months so of course he'd be acting a little weird.

He tries to drink plenty and eat less and more frequent meals because he thinks he's coming down with something but he's actually sick to his stomach from panic attacks because of Talos knows what. And then maybe he doesn't fully know how to respond to this kind of nausea because it isn't going away so he just doesn't eat or drink anything that day and then he has a horrible headache.

I am begging the UK trans community and its allies to attend the Mass Lobby at Parliament on June 25th, 11am-4pm, organised by Trans Solidarity Alliance.

The new EHRC Code of Practice pushes trans people out of toilets, hospital wards, and community spaces. It normalises gender policing based on appearance and stereotypes. It becomes statutory guidance in the UK by the end of June.

Trans people are now legally their assigned gender at birth and must join gendered spaces accordingly, but if they are perceived as their lived gender, they can also be ejected from those spaces. The guidance says: either break the law, or don’t pass too well.

A mass lobby is where you invite your MP to discuss your concerns with you in-person. Ask your MP to:

Demand full parliamentary scrutiny, debate, and use their free vote on the EHRC Code of Practice.

Support any motions rejecting the EHRC guidance. As of June 4th, Labour MP Nadia Whittome has submitted a prayer motion - Early Day Motion 240.

Write to Bridget Phillipson, the Minister for Women and Equalities about our concerns

Your MP does not have to be an ally, they do not have to respond to your email for you to show up and greencard them (details below the cut.) What matters is that as many people as possible show up.

I cannot stress this enough: Showing up in person matters. It is much more effective than petitions, emails, and letters.

It is a horrible, stressful time, and I am so sorry if you're trans and live in the UK. But I was at last year's mass lobby and the line for greencarding alone stretched around the back gates. It was a record breaking mass lobby and made us impossible to ignore. Let's do even better this time. Details under the cut: