Every compliment feels violent, every eye on me feels abusive, and every thought expressed to me reminds me that both of those things are true. I am not a person at all, let alone one who deserves any respect. I exist to be used and then tossed to the ground with my orifices filthy and sore. I am so tired of never receiving real affection and only receiving intrusions by men who think that im easy and they're always right. I am the most pathetic human being alive.
















