♡ my heart likes you ♡

today it was volleyball. and this time it paid off cause he was actually there. we ended up on the same team, got to high five him a couple of times. he was kind and complimented my (admitted nonexistent) skills because I did try. but, still seems off. I was actually really brave yesterday and I texted him about how I liked the song he recommended so I listened to the entire album, and his response was so incredible that I thought we made some real progress. but it’s not looking very good, I replied to his amazing replies and he left me on read earlier this afternoon. and I thought fine, maybe we’ll just talk in real life, but no. when we were at the dining hall he did walk by me when Norway scored and we exhanged exchanged a look of disapproval in a comedic way, but this man is so confusing to read because on the way back you would expect him to not care about me at all. I feel like I’m at an age where I need to stop looking for “signs” and trust that when someone actually likes you, it won’t be making you super confused and almost uncomfortable. but I do really like him, so it’s hard

VALID

i have never seen this before