♡ my heart likes you ♡

To be fair to my crush he did give me a hug. so maybe he doesn’t absolutely hate me. Which is still bad. But i have many other people i love, including this one guy who was in my small group, who’s honestly an incredible person and i love him and he’s underrated (in my head ??? Like im the only one raitng him, so this is me officially rating him more accurately which is that he’s absolutely awesome)

Okay yea so my crush doesnt like me at all im convinced like i think this guy is actively avoiding me which feels weird and i guess it only seems strange because he was so warm towards me early on. It’s so so weird. I’m a little hurt 🥲🥲 i guess the only explanation would be that maybe it’s one of those things where someone likes you so they treat you kinda coldly, but i think that’s pretty juvenile and i dont think i want any part of that.. idk. just feeling a bit down because i feel like there’s potential for a great friendship if nothing else so 🥲

i miss portugal

Please

“You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take.” True. My first serious crush ever quoted that to me the day he rejected me (while encouraging me to tell him who I liked). But it’s very true. I am someone who is frequently a victim to my own inaction. So I’m trying to force myself to do things and if it doesn’t work it doesn’t work. But maybe it works, but I wouldn’t have known had I not tried… I’m proud of myself for texting the guy I like yesterday, and I’m proud of my attempt to play volleyball with him, even if it didn’t work out very well. I actually didn’t even know if he would be at the courts, but he was and it kind of felt like a reward. I just wish more shots would go in the goal. Lol

L after L 😭

losing is so much better when it’s to haaland

💚💛💙

Okay well i guess nevermind

Time for my own generational lock in

Diet cokeeee