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Hi, this is my first post and related to my fanfics that I post on AO3.

Who am I?

I'm Thermos, and I write fanfiction. I write for danmei fandoms, mostly Erha (The Dumb Husky and His White Cat Shizun), but also Scum Villain Self Saving System and Heaven Official's Blessing. If you're curious, you could go check it out!

CONTENT WARNING: A lot of my works feature darker themes, and for a lot of them HEED THE TAGS. You'll find a variety of content, from rated GEN to E, but don't bitch at me that you didn't know a particular fic is dark.

Anyways, if you're interested, you can follow me on here. If not, then that's fine too. This is more so a place where I can reblog stuff I like about my particular fandoms.

Okay, here is my headcanon. Mo Ran, especially 2.0, has OCD, not BPD. Here is my case:

He has Moral Scrupulosity: he's always convinced he's evil, a monster, and that he already harmed Chu Wanning from this lifetime

He does rituals: he selflessly cares for commoners, Chu Wanning and his family to a self-flagellating degree, in a way to "check" himself and desperately prove to himself that he's not a monster, but it's never enough

He lives in constant anxiety that he did bad things, that he's terrible and always feels like he's being judged for his crimes, so he tends to overcorrect. He hates the uncertainty that he might truly be evil, so he needs Chu Wanning to validate his good

He hates his thoughts and himself, and whenever he even thinks of Chu Wanning sexually, he convinces himself he's as bad as Taxian-jun. He's also constantly ruminating on his past deeds.

Source: I have OCD lol.

Maggots and parasites and flies and shit and corpses and bowels and blood and the stench and pain and tapeworms and and and and and and –

“GE, IT HURTS! YOU’RE HURTING ME!”