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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
Love Begins
KIROKAZE
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Product Placement
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@theretrospecimen
(...) (...) (...)
I want to get back.
enough of this misery
lets get back!
but alas, the pain.
the change.
the fear.
is it worth it?
it is - well, it is.
but is it?
well (...) (...) (...)
that you have to say.
__ the retro specimen (Nov 1, 2022)
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shredded wisps of ashes
from the cigarette, we shared last night
the crumpled sheets
smelling booze, sweat, tears
still echoing
ringing
rrringing
rrrrrrinng
in my ears
the cry - the beg
for more passion
for more caress
for more clutches
for more strokes
for more love
like a soul possessed
cried she
eyes closed
staring up
at heaven
with her
swift whispers
and
occasional cries
for more
more
more
// the retro specimen (27 June 2022)
in the million things that i am thinking every day
grief about my inability to grieve is the strongest of all.
grief.
how powerful grief is!
like a wave, begins with a shush
gentle shush, shush, shush,
getting violent, bigger, and stronger
powerful
coming at you
in the speed of a thunder
foamy
violent
fierce
s a d s a d s a d s a d
shush shush shush
at you
your grief
your o w n grief
filled with the memories
that you refused to remember
the people
that you refused to love
the moments
that you refused to take it all in
grief
you grief
coming at you
violent, bigger and stronger
shush shush shush
at you
your grief.
// the retro specimen (25 May 2022)
— The Moon and the Yew Tree, Sylvia Plath
[text ID: How I would like to believe in tenderness]
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as the tides are running high and hard, there i was, by the shore, longing, looking - for the lost soul that lurks deep down the horizon. waiting.
“Therefore, the places in which we have experienced day dreaming reconstitute themselves in a new daydream, and it is because our memories of former dwelling-places are relived as day-dreams these dwelling-places of the past remain in us for all the time.”
— Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space
“To imagine living in a seashell, to live withdrawn into one’s shell, is too accept solitude – and to embrace, even momentarily, the whole concept and tradition of miniature, of shrinking enough to be contained in something as tiny as a seashell, a dollhouse, an enchanted cottage.”
— Gaston Bachelard, from The Poetics of Space.
"A house that has been experienced is not an inert box. Inhabited space transcends geometrical space."
― Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space
the tempest has been moderate today.
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“Beautiful things don’t ask for attention.”
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (2013)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (2013)
a normal day. skimmed through existence. the nightmares are there. still taking me some time to get in terms with it. hope my night goes fine.
“If I come back, it will be a place, but it won’t be home any longer.”
— Neil Gaiman, The Graveyard Book
"Eat. You'll feel better"
- Remus Lupin.
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my body feels like crap.
quite early one morning
quite early one morning
as he set his kettle onto the fire
there was a glimmer of sunshine
seeping in through the windows
onto his bare cracked chest
there was warmth
there was hope
there was life
right there - on him
welcoming itself
like a burgler with sunflowers.
- the retro specimen (20 Aug '21)
