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Turns out no one cares about you, as you are just some descriptives people like to look at. But that's ok to not be real its ok to accept that due to Godels incompleteness theorem you are not real. Doesn't matter if you are real if being real doesn't change everything. You need to accept that there is one phrase that you have to ask not 2 not 3 not 3000 but 1. "What's in it for society as a whole"

I hate that I love my ex still she turned me into such a fuck up but god was it like really fucking hot I loved her how she would be ok with everything but I hate how she enabled me she let me be in my trauma but never helped she helped me via hurting me it was so hot but so fucked up that I liked her abuse

The saddest thing is that no matter how hard I try I always find my self isolated and not even given the chance to grow I feel fucking ruined. I don't think I could ever escape from my abusers.

Another day goes on with me self sabotaging I should probably stop but its so hard. I know what I am doing is wrong but its so hard to open up.

I hate when they say "no one is perfect" then "I haven't done anything wrong and I am not bad at all" 😬🙄🙄 like class 101 how to look like a idiot

When they are belligerent just record them. Just play the same argument they just said back to them.

There is two mice, mouse a calls out all day that they are smart and want to be smart. Mouse b keeps quiet and always lurks always watching. Do not be the mouse that gets snatched because all those years will be wasted.

I feel like no matter what I do it will never go away ever I just feel wrong

Some one asked me the other day if you could give some one like a major mental illness. Like what one you want to be a sociopath or have dementia or something. idk you do you I like raw better

after you die your brain has up to 11 minuets of healthy blood left so you can after dying have 11 minuets with brain activity

Democracy manifest gives rise to many memories and many thoughts, may every man his king and fallen soldier grown to full estate rise, to be beyond proud beyond hope to be mad.

I will not stop until I win I will not stop my reaserch until I am beyond 100%

I am falling backwards

morute, traumacore, guro, ero guro, aesthetic gore, candy gore, candy guro and so on like I know why people like it but for me it is not for me

guys if you are going to send nudes don't do it on here

Every time I give people the option of sexuel or like casual talk they always like find that creepy yet when I talk to people about sex or casual raw that is somehow better? I just want people to like be real with me.