Wannabe poison type gym leader

bro I hate this fucking soap so muchhhhhhhhhhh I'm gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ive always wanted one of those big neopolitan ice cream buckets. all for me. not all at once but just all mine, no sharing. I've never even had one of those buckets, just admired them from the store shelves. I want that beautiful excess for myself

maybe to not be afraid of needles I need to imagine it's like iron lung.... Markiplier is there

how much Blood is worth One Switch Two ......? Should I start trying to desensitize myself to needles? I have a really really bad fear of needles, like start shaking at at thought bad, and not being afraid of needles would be helpful.... Should I just start stabbing myself with pins pretending they're needles? Should I start taping my eyelids open and watching videos of blood drawing? Should I try to give myself a needle fetish would that work? hmmmm... Is there a wikihow to not be afraid of needles anymore

whats kinda funny is, I lie like all the time but I've never really been called out on it. and I truly don't know why. like I have no idea if I'm a good liar or not. like I don't really lie about important things I just lie for no reason a lot. I don't know if its that I've established myself as a reliable source or that I already act weird when I'm honest so no one notices when I lie poorly? I really have no frame of reference. and like, I can't just ask someone if I'm good at lying, that would cause several problems.