Still Killa

I’ve been meaning to tell you this for quite sometime.  I’ve put this off way too long and it’s time I finally tell you how I feel and what I need from you.  I look directly in your eyes and I let it all out.

I’m going to need you to go out your way for me the same way you’ve gone out your way for other people.  I’m going to need you make my happiness a priority.  I’m going to need you do more things I want to do.  I’m going to need you be more supportive and positive of my dreams.  I want you to allow me to be who I am.  I’m going to need you be more understanding and accepting of my short comings.  I’m going to need you not to be so negative at times.   I’m going to need you to understand that road to success is paved with failure.  I’m going to need you to let go of things that you can’t not change or control.  I’m going to need you to tell me that I’m beautiful.  I’m going to need you to look pass the scars, the pain and see that beauty.  I need you to accept me.  I’m going to need you for you to stop ignoring my pain.  I need you to stop telling me that I should hide my feelings. I’m going to need you stop giving your all for those who give you nothing.  I need you to be and do better for me. I need you to stop looking for love in the wrong places and people.  I need you to give me the same love that you give to others.  I need you to love me, to really love me.

I stand quiet for a second and I say it again and again louder each time.  “I need you to love me.” I think I finally made my point.  I look at my image in the mirror one last time before walking away and remember the words that I’ve said to myself.  

Yaki

Lauren wakes up to feeling of something repeatedly touching the back of her.  While she is still trying to open her eyes she feels something warm and wet slowly trace upwards on her neck.  She already knows what it is.  It’s her fiance Corey’s tongue.  She has become very familiar with his tongue over the last four years.  Lauren loved the way his tongue felt and she loved the way he used it on her body.  

Lauren turned around to face her lover.  “Good Morning” she said while yawning.

Corey continue to kiss her neck while his hand rubbed her stomach and went up her body. “Not yet baby but I’m about to fix that right now.”   Corey’s hands went inside of her shirt.  Lauren just wore a long shirt to bed. Sometimes she would wear panties other times she wouldn’t.  This was one of the times she didn’t.  Corey’s hand slowly massage and squeeze her breast. Lauren loved the way Corey’s hands felt on her breast.  She especially loved how it felt while he kissed and licked on her neck.   She loved the way how he would rub her nipples with the palm of his hand.  How he could be so gentle one moment but rough the other.   How Corey knew how to caress how right when kissing her and how he knew to pinch and squeeze them hard while fucking her.  

Lauren couldn’t help it anymore. She licked the palm of her right hand and reached back to squeezed her lover’s dick.  He was already rock hard and she loved how he felt in her hand.  Lauren loved stroking his dick slowly and how he would moan when she went faster.  She loved squeezing his dick hard and being able to feel his heartbeat.  

“Does that feel good baby?”  She asked Corey while stroking him faster.

Corey removed his hands from Lauren’s breast and place them on her thighs.   His hands slowly crept up her thighs to her vagina.  Lauren’s vagina was already wet but then again Lauren’s pussy stayed wet.  Corey could just kiss her in public or send her an “I love you” text message and instant waterfalls.  He stuck to fingers inside of her and pulled them out.  He slowly rubbed her clit as if he was spreading her wetness all around it.  “Does that feel good baby?” He asked her repeating what she said to him.

Lauren loved the way Corey would rub her clit.  He would go slow at first just to warm her up.  As Lauren pussy would get wetter he would speed up the pace.  She would sometimes roll her hips as if she was riding his dick.  What really drove her crazy was when Corey would insert his middle and ring finger inside of her pussy.  While fingering her and stimulating her g spot with his fingers he would rub the bottom of his palm against her clit.  This made her so wet that her pussy would start making noise.  Corey knew she enjoyed this method as well because Lauren’s pussy would squeeze his fingers even tighter.  Lauren was so caught up in her own pleasure she stopped stroking Corey’s dick and could only look at him.  The look on Lauren’s face was so sweet to him. It was a look of a pleasure and almost defeat.  As if there was nothing she could do but enjoy what he was doing to her.

“Damn, baby that pussy is wet.  You ready for this dick baby?”  Corey told her while still fingering her.  

Lauren grab his hand and pulled his fingers out of her vagina.  Corey’s middle and index fingers were cover with her wetness and “cream”  Lauren held his hand and guided the two fingers in her mouth.  She slowly sucked her own juices off his fingers.  “I taste ready.” Lauren tease to him while her tongue licked her lips to get one last taste.  

Corey climb on top of her as she spread her legs wide open.  She grab his dick and guided it to her eagerly waiting vagina.  There were few things on this planet that felt as good to Corey as Lauren’s vagina.  Every time he would first slide it in he would always say the words “fuck” “damn” or “shit”  Lauren would smile and wrap her legs around his waist.  As to say to him “You aren’t going no where nigga.  I got your ass now.”   Even though Corey was the one doing the fucking Lauren knew she could drive him just as crazy.   Corey went slow at first.  Her breast pressed against his chest.  Her nipples hard rubbed against his chest.  Her hands rubbed on his back.  

“Fuck me harder Corey.  Show me this is your pussy.  Punish my pussy baby.”   Lauren said as whisper in his ear.  

Corey could do nothing but let out a “Oh Shit”.  Her voice sounded so sexy to him.  He obliged her request and went faster and harder.  He plunge his dick deep inside of her pussy.  He went harder and faster with each stroke.  Lauren’s vagina was so wet it was not only making noises but she was leaking on the sheets.  

“That’s it daddy.  Punish this pussy.  This pussy is all yours.  Make my pussy cry all over that big dick.  You gonna fuck my mouth the same way you’re fucking my pussy?  You want me to lick my cum off your dick the same way I did with your fingers.”  She told him as he fucked her.

Lauren knew that Corey’s one weakness was talking dirty.  Lauren stop him for a moment.   She grab one of her pillows and place it under her lower back for elevation.  She place her legs on his shoulders.

“Now fuck me daddy.”  Lauren said while looking seductively at him.  Corey went as fast as he could and with the pillow under her he was hitting her spot. After a few strokes Lauren moans grew louder and louder.  The headboard bang against the wall over and over.  Her pussy was so wet that her juices were on his balls.  His dick head repeatedly hit her g spot over and over and over.   She was getting close.  Corey knew that because her legs wrap around him tighter.  Whenever Lauren was near climax Corey would change up his stroke.  His hips would go into a circular motion and not on hit her g spot with the head of his penis but the surrounding area as well.  Corey went slow at first but would gradually go faster and harder.

“That’s it baby cum all over my dick.  Stop holding back.  You better cum all over this dick.  You can squirm and moan all you want but I’m make that pussy cum all over this dick.”  He told her as he continue to fuck her.

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