When "Jedicated" No Longer Was Inaccurate

Lucy: And neither of you have ever got in the way of a relationship, or at least a girl-

John: Edward gets in the way of all of my relationships.

Lucy: Does he?

Lucy: Do you feel weird now, with John not being here?

Edward: I feel fragile, like breakable.

Edward: Yeah, it's weird not having John because I know it's all me, like the whole camera is looking at me.

At the risk of sounding like I’m copping out, I’d have to say both, but in different ways.

I probably find John more physically attractive because he looks more “manly” to me. It’s partially the jawline and partially the trimmer body. I love that he’s so outgoing and open. Liking John is simple - he seems very easy to read.

Edward, on the other hand, seems more complex. He’s slightly more reserved. He’s clever, easily more so than John. He’s very dependent on John, always looking to him, but Edward also takes care of his brother. One moment he is needy and clingy, and in the next he acts as John’s personal caregiver. He’s interesting, in the best possible way.