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what’s not meant for me kills me a thousand times every day

when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist

am I aware of the patterns? yes. does that mean anything will change? no.

i hate how intimacy makes me feel i am being skinned alive, it hurts like hell and makes me sick just thinking about it.

i am the hedgehog dilemma 😔

sorry, I don’t swing that way. no, not that way either. or that way. in fact, I’m not even on the swing. instead I’m chained to a boulder in the middle of the park while the other kids run rings around me.

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

Anyone else get so touch starved your skin actually hurts and you feel like your insides are both hollow and choking and the moment anyone touches you for any reason you want to cry in relief.