she may contain the urge to run away

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

ill do a whole lot more than just bite the bullet ill fuck the gun too

Do we have a franz kafka diary entry for july 1st, i want to know what he thinks!!!

the rate at which i want to kill myself has exponentially increased to nearly unbearable levels in *checks watch* less than 6 hrs

i swear my consequences dont even have actions

adding geologist to my resume after hitting rock bottom

avril lavigne was right. what the hell

the unstoppable force is tonguing the immovable object and it seems to be enjoying the experience

i’m having an edging party but none of you can come

Are you free from your curse yet i miss you

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away

The most basic, intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them. The only exceptions to this rule are the ones I have, which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws