novel society

stars in the darkness gleaming around like crystals in the basket looking like it has two arms and two feet old and yet can be mistaken as a freshly picked   stars who have everyone wish as they fall creating a faint line in the sky full with glow as they filled everyone with joy and watches one of us grow

like fallen apples being eaten by a beaver in the stream side

It was the start of autumn in September The leaves falling like musical notes And unexpectedly recalling the memories he doesn't want to remember of the girl he treats as a ghost It was the first day of September She was wearing his brown coat and her hair styled with curls He slipped his hands on her as they walk in the street feeding birds It was a memorable moment for him both of them having fun as if the others have gone as if nothing matters to her except him and him, always looking at her like a beautiful swan They sing , talk and dance and his hands never left beside the one he loved until their energy started to run out at last then, they both stop in front of a cardigan shop and glance they shop and bought two brown couple knitted cardigans pair with a simple bracelet with a symbol of dove off they went to his car, his girl sitting in the shotgun as he realized that she was just now pretending to be in love The car was now drowning in silence that their heavy breathing can only be heard He stops and went outside of the car, now feeling the girl's absence inside Tears fell out of her eyes as he look at him in blurred She hugged him tightly and felt his warm then fondled his back and said " good bye " Forcing to open his mouth to form a word He muttered ' thank you, and goodbye'  before leaving her alone

A lot of times I think if I can really do it I doubt myself when it's time to pass it out And doubt it more when I failed to get it right I exist in between shall I still put effort or not? adults always say 'grades define your future' honestly, it is such a fearful exaggeration but I know it's always been true Why are we so focus on our future that we are now forgetting how to live in the present and that was the reason i sometimes want to be absent because we are still young and should at least have an experience to have fun When I pass I smile and when I fail, most of the time I cry So just please stop asking, how i did it leave my business 'cause my marking on papers already always tells me that I'm really useless. but again I'm just getting started there's always another ways Gonna fill up my story, this is my buffet. Never giving up for the dreams i wanted and I know I can still do well Even if I suffered a lot It will be soon worth the effort Hoping on the day I don't need to worry anymore that, everything will turn out how I wanted it to be and remembering that it's just a stepping stone for the progress of the person I ought to be What am I even worried about just gonna live my life and walk soon in the flowery road while the blessings wait for me in the end of my path

snow falling on the tree my cat purring beside me while the fire warms me

voices in my head saying 'I am unworthy' and better to left

is it hard to feel the happiness you acquired when you don't feel right

beauty is inside it's the only thing will stay while everything goes

a boy steals a cap tailing him was the cop he is sweating so hard to escape but it was not his fate and so now the boy is trap

there was a duck in the truck   the woman keeps shouting to the driver "come back!" the ducklings started following the trail trying to eat all the grail but the mother duck has no luck

Love was the easiest word to say but also the hardest one to feel sometimes it breaks and completes the day and most of the times it leaves you a scar that you cannot conceal Love has no definite meaning nor the people exactly knows the love's perception for some, love can be grieving because others uses it as a deception regardless of how others think of it whether it be a good or bad what matters the most is when you felt it love can still be there even if you are mad or sad and that's the only thing everyone can give so that each one of us will happily live