ERIN

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˳𐑞 ⠀she/her⠀++⠀ asian ₊ 4teen . dr ratio's personal headache 𐙚 ꕀ ﹒a sfw blog focusing on honkai star rail + blue lock ! ་ 𝜗𝜚

ꕀ ﹒welcome to erin's blog ! ( @theorderisgone ) before you proceed, please study the binding oaths of this blog. once read, head over to the starlog index to read and view all my work. feel free to drop suggestions or ideas at the astral correspondence. i hope you enjoy your stay !

ꕀ ﹒notes // english is not my first language. i'd like to apologise for any typos, grammatical errors, and my poor vocabulary in advance.

PAIRINGS // ITOSHI RIN X GN!READER

SUMMARY // A late-night video call reminds Rin and his partner that, despite the distance, their love remains the anchor that keeps them connected and hopeful for their reunion.

CONTENTS // drabble, fluff, sfw, long distance relationship. requested by @momoriii-i !!

The video call connects, and Itoshi Rin’s face appears on the screen. His expression is stoic as always, but the way his eyes soften when they meet yours makes the distance feel a little smaller. You can see the faint shadows under his eyes, remnants of exhaustion he’ll never admit to.

“You look tired,” you say, leaning back against your pillows. His hotel room is dimly lit, the curtains drawn, and the faint hum of city traffic buzzes in the background. It’s late where he is, almost midnight, but knowing Rin, he’s probably spent the day pushing his body to its limits.

“It’s nothing,” he replies, running a hand through his dark, damp hair. “Training was just… long.”

“You need to rest,” you murmur, a hint of exasperation in your tone. “You push yourself too much.”

“I’m fine,” he says, his voice steady, as if that alone will convince you. Then, almost imperceptibly, his expression softens. His gaze lingers on the screen, his voice quieter when he speaks again. “I miss you.”

The words are rare and precious, like a secret only you’re allowed to hear. You can feel your heart swell, and a lump forms in your throat.

“I miss you too,” you whisper. The words feel heavy, weighted by the thousands of miles between you. It’s not enough—never enough—but it’s all you can say through the screen.

A moment of silence stretches between you, not awkward, but filled with the quiet ache of longing. He’s not one for big gestures or endless conversations, but you’ve learned to read between the lines with Rin. The way his eyes linger on yours, the slight tilt of his head, the tension in his shoulders—all of it speaks louder than words.

“What’s it like there?” you ask, your voice soft. You want to hear about his day, about the world he’s living in, even if it feels so far removed from your own.

He glances to the side, out the window, where neon lights flicker against the night sky. “Busy. Loud. I don’t like it.” His lips twitch, almost into a smile. “But it doesn’t matter.”

“Why not?”

“Because it’s not home.”

Your breath catches, and for a moment, you forget the ache of missing him. “Home,” you echo, warmth blooming in your chest.

He looks back at you, his expression steady but his eyes so full of meaning it makes your heart ache. “Home is where you are.”

The screen blurs as your eyes well up, but you blink the tears away, smiling despite the knot in your chest. “Rin…”

“I mean it,” he says, his voice low and sure. “Once this season’s over, I’ll come home. To you.”

You nod, your smile trembling but genuine. “I’ll be waiting.”

The call continues, the minutes stretching into hours as you talk about nothing and everything. And though the distance remains, every word exchanged, every glance shared, makes it feel a little less daunting.

Because home isn’t just a place—it’s the person waiting for you at the end of the journey.

PAIRING // ITOSHI RIN X GN!READER

SUMMARY // A quiet library study session turns sweetly distracting as you tease Rin, whose soft reactions reveal just how much he enjoys your presence.

CONTENTS // drabble, fluff

The library was quiet, save for the soft scratching of pens on paper and the occasional muffled cough. You sat across from Itoshi Rin, your textbooks spread haphazardly while his were meticulously organized. He was absorbed in his notes, brows furrowed in concentration, a faint crease forming between them.

"You know," you whispered, leaning on your palm, "you're kind of cute when you're this serious."

Rin didn't look up, but you saw the faintest twitch at the corner of his lips—his version of a smile.

"Focus," he muttered, flipping a page with precision.

"But I am focused," you teased, your eyes fixed firmly on him instead of your notes.

He sighed, finally looking up. His teal eyes pierced through you, but they softened almost immediately. "If you fail because you're too busy staring at me, don’t blame me."

You grinned, leaning forward on the table. "I won't. I’ll just say my boyfriend is too distracting."

Rin shook his head, a faint blush dusting his cheeks. "Idiot," he murmured, returning to his notes. But you noticed how his pace slowed, and the corner of his mouth lifted just slightly higher.

For the next hour, you both sat there—him diligently studying, you pretending to do the same—content in the quiet rhythm of each other’s company.

PAIRINGS // ITOSHI SAE X GN!READER

SUMMARY // Sae’s cool demeanor crumbles as he quietly revels in the sight of you wearing his jersey, a simple yet undeniable reminder that you’re his.

CONTENTS // drabble, fluff. wc: 206, unedited

Itoshi Sae wasn’t one to gush over anything—he had a reputation to uphold. Cool, composed, untouchable. But all of that went out the window the moment he saw you in his jersey.

It wasn’t just how it draped over you, oversized and soft, the hem brushing your thighs like it belonged there. It wasn’t even how his name and number stretched across your back, as if announcing to the world that you were his. No, what really got to him was the way you looked at him when you wore it. So casual, so natural, like you were meant to.

“Stop staring,” you teased, glancing at him over your shoulder.

“I’m not staring,” he lied, though his intense gaze betrayed him.

“You are,” you grinned, turning to face him. “What, don’t like it?”

He scoffed, stepping closer, his fingers brushing the fabric at your shoulder. “Don’t be stupid,” he muttered, voice lower than usual. “You know I do.”

You tilted your head, pretending to think. “Oh, so you adore it.”

His ears turned red, but he refused to look away. “Maybe I do,” he admitted, his hand slipping to your waist. “Got a problem with that?”

“Not at all,” you whispered, pulling him closer.

And Sae, for all his composed demeanor, thought to himself—if you kept wearing his jersey like that, he might never recover.

PAIRING // YUKIMIYA KENYU X GN!READER

SUMMARY // In a quiet school classroom, Yukimiya Kenyu finds himself captivated by the new transfer student, experiencing an unexpected and fleeting connection that sparks a quiet curiosity and a sense of something more.

CONTENTS // love at first sight, pre blue lock. wc: 529, unedited.

The soft hum of chatter filled the classroom as students filed in, shuffling to their seats before the bell rang. Yukimiya Kenyu sat by the window, his chin resting on his hand as he stared outside. The gentle sway of the tree branches in the courtyard usually calmed him, a perfect way to center himself before the day began.

Today, however, something was different.

PAIRING // KARASU TABITO X GN!READER

SUMMARY // Amid years of playful rivalry, Karasu Tabito subtly reveals his long-held feelings for you during a rainy walk home, leaving you questioning the true nature of your relationship.

CONTENTS // oneshot, fluff, academic rivals to lovers, pre blue lock, ooc (??) karasu. wc 681

Karasu Tabito had always been good at keeping secrets. His talent for masking emotions was as sharp as his instinct on the soccer field or his knack for solving equations in record time. But there was one secret he couldn’t shake, no matter how much he tried: he’d liked you since middle school.

Not that you’d ever notice.

CHARACTER // BOOTHILL

SUMMARY // Boothill drowns his grief in alcohol as he recalls the haunting memory of his daughter and the promise he failed to keep, the emptiness of Tyndall’s destruction lingering in every sip.

CONTENTS // character study, angst, mentions of boothill's past, alcohol consumption. pls lmk if i missed anything!! unedited, wc: 433

The bar was dimly lit, the faint hum of conversation blending with the occasional clink of glasses. Boothill sat in the corner, slouched over a half-empty bottle of something bitter and strong. His hat cast a shadow over his eyes, but even that couldn’t hide the weariness etched into his features. The weight of memories was heavier than any weapon he’d ever wielded.

PAIRING // ITOSHI RIN X GN!READER

SUMMARY // Rin, who despises physical contact, finds himself unexpectedly yearning for your touch, realising you're the only exception to his guarded walls.

CONTENT // drabble, sfw, fluff, gn!reader

Itoshi Rin has never been one for physical affection. It doesn't matter if its a hug from a teammate after scoring a goal, or a high five after a match. Their actions are unreciprocated and often met with the cold shoulder, but that's how he's always been. His teammates learned quickly—keep your distance. Even Sae, in their rare moments of brotherly connection, kept his gestures limited to a curt nod or a fleeting brush of a hand.

And yet, with you, something shifted.

The first time it happened, it was unintentional. You had been laughing, carefree and radiant, and instinctively placed a hand on his shoulder to steady yourself. Rin practically froze under your touch, but instead of the usual discomfort, there was warmth. A strange, unfamiliar heat that spread from where your hand rested, coursing through his veins like a quiet hum.

He didn’t flinch or pull away. Instead, he found himself leaning ever so slightly into your touch, almost imperceptibly, as though his body was betraying him in the gentlest way.

The next time, it was deliberate. You were seated beside him, scrolling through your phone, when your fingers brushed against his. It was a fleeting moment, one you probably didn’t even notice, but Rin did. He noticed everything. The way your hand felt smaller than his, the way your warmth lingered even after you’d pulled away. That night, he lay awake, staring at the ceiling, trying to figure out why he didn’t hate it.

Now, it’s different. He’s different.

When you reach for him, he doesn’t flinch. When you link your arm through his, he doesn’t pull away. When your fingers trail across his skin, he doesn’t tense. Instead, he craves it—seeks it out in quiet, unspoken ways. A hand on the small of your back when you walk together. His fingers brushing yours as he hands you something. A subtle lean closer when you sit beside him.

Rin still hates physical contact—except when it’s with you. With you, it doesn’t feel like an invasion. It feels like home.

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