I chose..ME

So today Is my first day of being able to look after my daughter un supervised, I think alot of people who complain about ",oh I could fo with a break" I think " oh do you..." everyone knows its not a walk through the park raising a child, my daughter is 5,she was born at 27 weeks and she was 1lb 15oz,she was a fighter from the beginning.iv been with her everyday she does live with my mum but ive always been here every step of the way, it was my ex husband who done something completely disgusting which has forever destroyed my heart but ill live...for now...my next post im going to talk about my new 💊.. i dropped myself from 70ml of methadone down to zero in 3 weeks....

And now im on a tablet/pill which i feel much better on...nipping to shower my wee lkke

Domestic abuse

Addiction

Depression

So, its been 9 months TODAY that myself and my partner have been clean from drugs.🙂 so, people will say why should you receive weldones for something you've now decided to stop, but there's a thousand different reasons and answers. I don't understand most of it myself to be honest. But 8 years ago I was a full time senior carer/co-ordinator a full time student at uws doing my nursing, I lived comfortably, had my own 🚗 , 🏠 I had a good life. And now clean I WILL get all those things back and more, I have continually shared publicly my withdrawal stages,my methadone withdrawals also publicly on snapchat. I want people to hear WHY and personally I try find peace when speak about it now, oh and yay my divorce was finalised Jan 2020 to the man I met & bit by bit he ripped my life apart,tried to kill me,addicted me to drugs,killed my son and then almost killed my daughter.....