although i talk about about being a mother ~ one day ~ all the time, when he asked me if wanted to try for a baby yesterday, i panicked
i’m scared. of the whole thing. pregnancy. labor and birth. afterwards. not being enough. not having enough. not being able to be the mother i want to be
i don’t feel prepared but is anyone ever prepared?
this is huge. bringing a person into the world. trusting the person you’ve created with to stay by your side and to do right by you and your child. to help you raise this PERSON correctly
i’m choking up as i type this


















