kylie

just finished this duology and i died i died a million times reading that second book the pain was too grand the misery too stark the anguish too strong and now THIS ART… WITH THAT QUOTE…. good bye

the fact that the buttress made one of the best songs of this century and then spouted some WILD transphobic rhetoric is so crazy like we could have had it all girl… we could have been so happy

AND i’ve just taken a lil scroll thru her insta and found the n word and f slur it’s only gotten worse from where it started

literally Just found out about this earlier today and fell to my knees btw

the thing i liked about Some Desperate Glory is that kyr is the fucking worst. she gets so many opportunities to stop being the worst and she doesn't take them. not being the worst is a fucking struggle for her. it's a goddamn ordeal. deep down she is a good person but it turns out when you've been raised in a society where the best thing you can be is a horrible nightmare bully, that doesn't get fixed overnight! who knew! i love that. i love how dense she is. i love how much time she spends not fucking getting it. i love how obvious everything is to everyone except her and how much absolute perfect sense that makes. she is competent and confident and that's exactly what makes her the fucking worst. the consistent characterization and psychology is so fucking good. i wanna gnaw on it.