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Rafaela Tejada
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               â  ââââââââââââââââ  Eh,     maybe   not,     but   I   got   all   my   own   hair.  â       It  was  a  point  of  personal  pride,   as  a  matter  of  fact,     &   one  he  was  more  than  happy  to  flaunt  in  the  faces  of  other  ghouls.   Even  with  the  radiation  poisoning  that  made  him  this  way,   heâd  tended  to  it  like  it  was  his  sole  possession    (   it  almost  was,   but  for  the  ring    ).
                    â  Anyway,   you  had  the  look  of  somebody  who  quit  caring,   you  know  what  I  mean  ?   Somebody  who  wouldnât  be  able  to  muster  up  thâ    gumption  to  come  after  a  thief  even  if  you  knew  it  was  me  that  got  you.     &   frankly,   Iâm  still  surprised  you  did  know.   Itâs  been  a  long  time  since  I  had  t;   stoop  to  picking  pockets,   but  Iâm  not  terrible  at  it  or  anything.  â      Â
                      Still,   he  shrugged  it  off  rather  than  letting  it  get  to  him.   Sometimes  you  meet  a  guy  whoâs  just  better  than  you  are,   especially  when  it  comes  to  shit  you  donât  practice  as  much.   Nothing  to  get  hung  up  on.   Itâs  a  lesson  that  he  needed  to  get  taught.   At  least  he  got  to  learn  it  without  getting  fucked  up  by  the  guy.
He could hardly blame the manâs pride in his hair. Raul tended to do the same with what was left of his eyebrows and mustache. If he could grow it any thicker, he would. Heâd let the comment pass, for now.
âNo, youâre not terrible at it. Iâll give you that,â he replied. He was finished with the work on the pipes, and to test it, he turned the sink on, then off, then on again. Seemed to be working okay.
âWhat got you in a position to be desperate enough to pickpocket folk, anyway?â Raul asked.
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                    â  ââââââââââââââââ  Pistols,   handguns  .  .  .    one  â  handed  guns,  â      Twig  answered.   He  didnât  make  an  effort  to  try  to  sound  smart  to  impress  Raul    (   which  he  doubted  he  could  anyway    ),   just  answered  honestly  as  best  he  could.       â  I  really  donât  have  much  experience  with  like,   rifles  or  shotguns.   But  I  can  hit  any  target  with  my  V.A.T.S.  â
                       So  saying,   the  courier  held  up  the  hand  with  the  Pip  â  Boy   &   tapped  the  screen  with  two  fingers.   The  guidance  system  made  it  a  breeze  for  him  to  find  his  mark  in  spite  of  his  very  limited  time  up  on  the  surface.   which  was  a  huge  help  considering  how  much  he  totally  hadnât  been  trained  before  leaving  his  vault.   It  could  honestly  be  said  that  he  was  self  â  taught,   which  was  .  .  .   well,   Raul  would  be  a  better  judge  of  whether  that  was  a  good  thing  or  a  bad  thing  than  Twig  ever  would.
                    Speaking  of  which,   he  was  really  excited  to  learn  from  the  ghoul.   Grouchy  or  not,   Twig  had  a  lot  of  respect  for  him.   He  had  his  own  way  of  showing  it,   but  it  was  true  nonetheless.
âVATS huh? Never heard of it. That some kind of vault combat simulator or something?â He asked. He had heard of virtual reality pods that allowed people to do anything in a virtual space, from flying a plane to training for war to playing football. Judging from the context of what the man (or boy, really,) was saying, heâd have to guess that it was something related to that.Â
But he was wrong; when the courier held his pip boy up to show him, his brow furrowed. He wasnât entirely sure how a guidance system would help his aim, but considering he had made it this far, maybe Raul needed a demonstration to see what it was he was talking about.
âAlright, hereâs what weâll do.â He directed Twig towards a row of empty nuka cola cans lined up on the fence. âShow me what you can do with and without this âVATSâ program of yours. Shoot five bottles without it first.â

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âIâm so nervous about my date tonight. Maybe I should just cancel and say I was sick.â
ă đŁ ăâThat earned Raul a firm slap on the cheek, quickly followed by the Courier grabbing and shaking the shorter ghoulâs shoulders lightly.
    âYouâre in too deep to back the fuck out now, Tejada!â She barked, the shaking then turning into massaging, as if to calm him from her own sudden outburst.
     âCâmon man, you need this, after the whole âheat stroke and near heart attackâ deal you had while waiting for me when I got teleported to Big MT, I owe you one, and I canât repay you if you cancel the damn date I organized for you.âÂ
   Having no idea how to actually adjust a tie but still wanting to be helpful, she straightened and fastened the accessory according to what she believed to look proper, and gave him a pat on the shoulder.
    âBesides, whatâs that gonna do to your dates self-esteem if a ghoul cancelled on her of all things?â
âThatâs just it, boss. I donât exactly recall saying you had my permission to be giving away dates to strange women on my behalf.â Secretly he did appreciate the gesture, but he didnât appreciate being slapped-- it did the trick though, however, as he seemed to have suddenly stopped being so nervous about the whole thing.
â...Youâre probably right; though I donât know what woman would be desperate enough to want to date this,â he gestured to himself. âNot exactly uh... donât make me say it, boss.â
Turning away to face the mirror, he straightened his collar and tightened the knot on his bolero tie, before his milky eyes shifted back to Cottonbelle.Â
âWho is this mystery woman, anyway?â
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Guns were not something she thought too much about outside of them being something that sheâd always just⌠grown up with. Maybe it was all information she mightâve known vaguely once upon a time, but as it was right here and right now it was just something else to consider. For feeling like she knew a lot, Six decidedly realized she didnât at the same time. All the same she passed over her new magnum. She smiled faintly with a touch of pride.
âWorks just fine,â she replied with a slight laugh, âWhile I ainât got half as much as experience as you do I know my way around fixinâ a gun. I just think itâs neat, and awful pretty to boot â called it the Mysterious Magnum. Donât roll off the tongue half so well as Lucky does, but all that fancy detail on the side is just as nice.â She paused to study Raulâs face as he looked it over, âYou like it?â
For someone who didnât think too much about guns, it sure seemed to be her favorite topic as of the past thirty minutes.Â
Raul scratched the side of his flaking, necrotic face as he was presented the magnum, eyeing it with mild interest. It certainly did have a rather ornate design to it, unique in times like this, where anything that took time to make out of vanity purposes usually didnât get made at all. Imitation mother-of-pearl handle, steel treated to simulate gunmetal bronze, slightly heavier than the usual .44...
 Before the war, this would have just been an unusually ornate, but overall monetarily worthless, revolver. Now, however, it would probably go for quite a bit of money, like something a casino boss or a ranch baron would have at his hip.
âItâs a bit heavier than most .44s,â he commented. âI wonder if that helps the knockback or hinders it.â
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â never shouldâve come here ! â
â what is better - to be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort ? â
â legends donât burn down villages. â
â what in oblivion is that ? â
â youâre not supposed to be here. â
â i don't think there are warm fires and friendly faces inside. â
â i was once an adventurer like you. â
â let me guessâŚ. someone stole your sweetroll. â
â who did you have to kill to get that blade ? â
â no lollygagging ! â
â that is one big hammer. â
â if i find your hand in my pocket, iâll cut it off. â
â i know who you are. â
â perhaps we should find a random stranger to murder. practice does make perfect. â
â um, actuallyâŚÂ i was hoping to get the ring back. â
â you reek of death my friend. â
â iâm not a person, i am a weapon in human form. â
â whoa whoa whoa. watch the magic ! â
â iron sword huh ? what are you killing ? butterflies ? â
â if i had a sister, iâd sell her in  a second. â
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âWell yesâŚbut that book was horribly dull.â - from Carlo
âItâs called Classic Literature and it was one of the first real books that was published in an independant Mexico.... but yes, I supposed El Periquillo Sarniento is a bit dull, all things considered.â
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âThatâs what I meant,â she amended, âBeinâ the gun you used âfore the war. Though donât seem like thatâs the case.â Especially not when he clarified the location being from the Gun Runnerâs. His meticulous work was nothing new to her, but still she watched it like it was. There were years of experience in the way he handled his weapon. Maybe it was just because she enjoyed standing back and observing, feeling separate from the world in watching little moments like this.
âA cowboy gave me his gun on the road,â she replied, pulling out the magnum sheâd been gifted to show Raul. âRight before I met you, actually. He played the guitar and sang, so I sent âim off to the Tops. Dâyou wanna see?â
âNo boss, with how much I actually have to use my guns, I donât think I could keep them maintained well enough for use that long. I may be a good repairman, but Iâm not a miracle worker.â He had to think that maybe the longest time on record he had kept a single gun around in good working order had been... maybe fifty years, tops.
âIf you do see someone using an actual pre-war gun, itâs probably because it was kept in a steady-tempered safe for so long. Like I said, most people have already found ways to replicate the guns before the war-- Van Graffs and Gun Runners are to name a few, most of their stuff is new, but based on pre-war blueprint models. Youâve been scavenging before, most of the weapons you find lying around are usually only good for taking the parts out of to repair newer weapons.â
When the subject changed from his own gun to another she obtained from some mysterious cowboy, he quirked a brow and gave a one-shouldered shrug of indifference.
âSure, I guess,â he said. âWhy, does it not work?â
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âWhoa hey whoa--! Watch where youâre pointing that thing, soldier boy!â The raised volume in Raulâs voice displayed anger, but his body language of holding his hands up showed alarm.Â
Having a gun pointed at you wasnât something to take lightly, but it was even more alarming to have the other end of the barrel be one of your own comrades.
âWhat the hell is your deal, man? You of all people should know the first rule of gun safety more than anyone.âÂ
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RAUL!
Her explanation might have answered his question, but it raised several others. Raul had no idea what she was like before meeting Benny, so he had to wonder what exactly made her ill-suited to travel long distances, and what exactly she considered âlong distance.â Travelling from Goodsprings to New Vegas alone was approximately forty miles, give or take, which to an average homebody would be a long twelve hour trip even without stopping, and Primm to Vegas was even further than that; but he supposed to a courier, that might have just been an average couple work days.
The mentioning of âsomething explodingâ didnât bode very well either. Heâd probably ask about that later.
âYouâre from a vault then, right?â He asked. âWhat kind of vault was it then? It didnât have school to learn about different weather conditions or anything?â While it probably made sense that a surviving vault wouldnât have much need to teach itâs inhabitants of outside weather, being underground all the time, he figured most vaults taught similar pre-war lessons and sciences; especially if it had already opened and was socializing with the outside world enough to have people living there as couriers.
sheila nodded hurriedly in response to raulâs first assumption, an excited â yeah, yeah â accompanying the hurried rummaging through her pack to find her vault suit. it was rare for her to wear anything else aside from it and the followers coat; by coincidence raul had joined her whilst sheâd been forced to wear something less conspicuous ( absolutely not because a bighorner had sneezed on her vault suit ).
â ohâ no, no we had a school! we just werenât taught that there was anything outside the vault. â
it took a moment for her to realise that would raise even more questions. sheila rubbed at her forehead, as though trying to will a coherent explanation to mind. â so from what i understand, we were kept in the dark about everything other than the vault. our overseer found some files about our experiment, from what we found the vault experiment was to see what kind of people weâd become if we though the vault was the only place in existence. i think some of our books were altered to beâ uh⌠vault friendly. â
âYou were taught there was nothing outside the vault... but you were actively working as a courier, while living in the vault?â Obviously this woman wasnât as smart as he initially thought, or she was just making the story up as she went and didnât want to tell him the truth. Either way, Raul was losing interest in the subject, since he wasnât getting any definitive answers about her past.
The drop in temperature due to the snow surrounding the bungalow caused a slight shiver to go up his spine.
âIâm going to see if thereâs something we can burn in here,â he said, noting the fireplace nearby. Old and dusty and probably had itâs airway blocked, but he could clean it out later.
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âItâs not really honor, more or less just⌠not being an absolutely terrible person, is all.â Obviously an exaggeration, typical of his cynical sense of humor.Â
Once Ben was finished preparing the bottle, he held his hand up to take it from him, and then began spraying the rusty pipes with it. It began to fizzle slightly, the rust mixing in with the vinegar and water concoction and dripping down the metal and onto the dusty kitchen tiling of the floor.
âOut of curiosity, what about me did you think âlooked availableâ, exactly?â He asked.Â
                 ââââââââââââââââ  Well   that   raised   Benâs   brows.    A   dirty  smile  was  quick  to  follow,   a  cant  to  the  shoulders  like  he  had  got  wind  of  some  interesting  idea  to  seize  upon.   If  nothing  else,   it  helped  to  ease  the  boredom   &   frustration  of  his  situation.
                 â  Hey  now,   you  askinâ   me  what  made  you  attractive  to  me  ?   Weird  way  to  flirt,   but  I  guess  I  ainât  opposed,  â      he  replied,   moving  easily into Raulâs  personal  space.   Â
Raul physically recoiled as Ben neared, obviously not appreciating the invasion of his personal bubble, but the overt flirtation directed at him got him to finally lose his cool.
âYou know what the hell I mean you sack of shit,â The words didnât come out harshly, more out of being flustered or taken aback by the sitution.
Regaining his composure, he used his shoulder to shove the ghoul back, and focused on the pipe again.
âWhy try to pickpocket me, I mean? What made me look like an easy target? Is it just âcause Iâm an old man, cause I got news for you pal, you ainât exactly a spring chicken anymore either.â