âȘ   đŽđŒđșđ°đȘ á¶ á”Êł á”ʰᔠđșđ¶đŒđł .   (  a  collection  of  various unsorted lyric starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .  will be updated frequently .  )
iâm not sticking around to watch you go down .
i hope that you donât suffer , but take the pain .
the truth is , iâve never seen a mouth that i would kill to kiss .
we will be everything that weâd ever need .
you only listen to your fucking friends .
you made a few mistakes . itâs alright , itâs okay .
iâm trying to get better , but i canât do that when everything is about you .
i can name a couple ways this shit might go .
can you feel my heartbeat fuckinâ kickin ?
you were my everything and all you did was make me fuckin sad .
itâs kind of tripping me up , iâve got it bad for you .
iâm on my own , i had some space to deal with it .
iâve got it too good to cry .
i donât know where i am or where iâve been .
donât treat me like some situation that needs to be handled .
finish up the bottle , then weâll go .
this room is so suffocating .
motherfucker , donât play with me .
thereâs no doubt in my mind that if you could , then you would try .
iâm not the type to be out past dawn .
itâs been a long time since i felt this good on my own .
i really wish that i could say it to your face .
i kinda like it when you talk to me the way you do .
iâve got something up my sleeve , i walk my talk .
i love you , but i know iâve gotta let you go .
itâs getting hard to find a silver lining .
of course it hurt , of course it fucking hurt .
i know that youâre hiding something from me .
i donât need to be loved by you .
trying to ignore it is fucking boring .
i tried to pretend , but it just doesnât feel right .
i just canât take it anymore .
iâm not trying to change your mind .
living in the city isnât where itâs at .
donât waste the time i donât have , donât try to make me feel bad .
i almost did it ⊠glad that i didnât .
you better run , you better do what you can .
yeah , i donât really wanna be here .
pretty things should be seen and not heard .
canât you bother someone else ?
now iâm sitting here wondering , when did this all start ?
iâm terrified but i canât resist .
is there someone else or not ?
iâve been around long enough now to know that good things never last .
iâd rather be the girl that got away than be under your thumb .
it ainât so bad if i wanna make a few mistakes .
wish i could get some fuckinâ sleep without wasting all my weed .
you scared me to death , but iâm wasting my breath .
i feel like a kid again .
you were always taught to believe that everything you think is the truth .
nothing comes without a consequence or cost .
i donât deserve someone loyal to me .
thought you were headed somewhere new .
touch me like tonight weâre gonna die .
can we go back to the world we had ?Â
you should know right now that i never stay in one place .
iâd suffers hell if youâd tell me what youâd do to me tonight .
the games you played were never fun .
you said youâd stay , but then you ran .
if i canât hold you like a lover , i wonât hold you at all .
you and i have history , or donât you remember ?
iâll be the one to deliver the news .
iâm better than this , i know my worth .
thereâs something tragic about you .
you donât know what itâs like , waiting up all night .
thank you for teaching me how i could live without you .
tell me what it is you wanna know .
youâre not a monster , youâre just human .
maybe i need better friends . or maybe i need a wake up call .
thereâs so much to do , iâll never have the wherewithal to do it .
i know iâd miss you , if i left right now .
i donât like anyone better than you .
they told me once nothing grows when a house isnât a home .
what makes you sure youâre all i need ?
i know you feel the way i do .
forever never really felt so right .
i overcommunicate and feel too much .
you say youâve changed and youâre sorry , but i donât wanna know .
i know iâve got friends , i still get so lonely .
iâve been doing greater good for a long time .
iâm no hero , but i can take a punch .
i thought it would all be great when i was older .
i used to be the one that was lying .
i canât stand your condescending tone when you talk to me .
weâre still going cause weâre not quite dead .
i wanna scream , but whatâs the use ?
i know whatâs going on in your head .
you know , i never wanted to hurt you .
i donât want to be a prisoner to who i used to be .
if we could stay this way forever , would it be enough ?
canât you see that iâm getting bored ?
i hope you donât think that shitâs fair .
i never knew you had such a dirty mind .
sometimes i donât have a filter .
iâm the worst mistake that god has ever made .
you know i love you , but iâm still learning to love myself .
darling , youâre sick in the head .
am i someone you canât live without ?
if you donât come back , at least iâve got nothing to lose .
did you think that i should listen to you ?
the meds arenât working for me anymore .
goodbye to my good side , it only ever got me hurt .
you know , youâve got a real smart mouth .
i know iâm where i belong . deep down inside , iâve known all along .
iâve been putting myself on the sideline .
i was worth something , and it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food .
i know i took the path that you would never want for me .
my tongueâs gotten real tired of me biting it .
youâre acting like your deadbeat dad . youâre better than that .
i swear i changed my ways for the better .
i hate it when dudes try to chase me .
when youâre in love , you get so cruel .
sorry , but i guess iâve gotta let you down again .
just fucking leave me alone .
i walk through this world just trying to be nice .
i canât be your savior , i donât have the power .
will heaven step in ? will it save us from our sin ?
follow my lead , take my hand .
you shouldâve made some plans with me , you knew that i was free .
there are things that weâll never say , but we know .
the only way you can know is to give it all you have .
iâm not gonna stay and watch you circle the drain .
you get me through every dark night .
i know that iâve done some wrong , but iâm trying to make it right .
now youâre over there , and iâm way over here , what are we gonna do ?
think about what you believe in .
if i keep my eyes closed , he looks just like you .
i donât wanna feel better . no oneâs ever gonna love me like that again .
there are things that you say , and you donât say .
all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew .
bless your soul , youâve got your head in the clouds .
what did you say ? youâre breaking up on me .
if you adore me ,  why do you ignore me ?
youâre not as brave as you were at the start .
it was a bad idea , calling you up .
i see it on your face , youâve had a bad day .
people are so fake , this world is a cruel place .
iâd rather be hunter than the prey .
someoneâs gonna hate , itâs never gonna change .
never gonna be easy , was it ?
every dayâs another shot but all i do is fuck it up .
i can take the hate and all the pain .
it doesnât matter whoâs wrong or right .
tell your baby that iâm your baby .
theyâll kick you and theyâll beat you , and theyâll tell you itâs fair .
i wanted to pretend that this time was the end .
no one around me knows who i am or what iâve done .
i wouldâve gave it all for you .
i wonât run , iâm not afraid .
same way that they come , thatâs the way they go .
somehow , i just want you more .
i never regretted the day that i called you mine .
i donât want to get over you .
take it out on me . i donât mind if we fight if you make me bleed .
you look better in that dress than i do .
i know i let you down , didnât i ?
itâs a cruel , cruel world .
i know i donât want to live without you .
iâm always tired , i just canât fight it .
iâm too consumed with my own life .
you didnât think itâd be so much fun .
i wonât let you go , so donât let go of me .
darling , youâre so pretty it hurts .
howâd i ever get so off my rocks ?
tell me where i went wrong .
whatâs a king to a god ? whatâs a god to a non-believer ?
theyâre out to get you , better leave while you can .
i know iâll never know just what to say .
goddamn it , i was worth something .
we donât need to be enemies .
shouldâve kept my ass in bed .
i tried to love you , but youâre not my type .
thereâs something here that i just canât explain .
baby , is that really what you want ?
iâm not good at making friends .
i keep a close watch on this heart of mine .
iâm obsessed , iâve never met someone like you .
canât you see that youâre lost without me ?
when iâm like this , youâre the one i trust .
i was born into this , wonât hesitate to use my fists .
i always get my revenge .
the world thinks iâm a mess .
thereâs something wrong with me , cause all i wanna do is get high .
itâs been a long time since i gave a shit .
sometimes i have these thoughts , they leave me all confused .
when i said take me home , that wasnât what i meant .
oh my god , why are you sad again ?
you have to show them that youâre really not scared .
i donât have many friends . most of them are pretend .
i had my cake , and i ate it too .
iâm too afraid about the things i might say .
shit wasnât real , it was all in my head .
itâs too late to apologize .
i know my disposition gets confusing .
youâve gotta be so cold to make it in this world .
satisfaction is a distant memory .
thereâs you in everything i do .
i wish i could say that iâm sorry , but iâm over that now .
youâre playing with your life , this ainât no truth or dare .
fool me twice , and i know thatâs all i need .
i hope if everyone leaves , you choose to stay .
i was afraid to leave you on your own .
where along the line did we stop seeing eye to eye ?
if they laugh , then fuck them all .
iâm sick and tired of everyone in this place .
i miss the way you made me feel .
heâll never stay . they never do .
take a dose of something to forget .
arenât we too young for this ?
iâm not the type to admit iâm wrong .
i shouldnât think the things iâm thinking .
i donât wanna know where youâve been , or where you go .