before you kill me for giving levy long hair THIS IS MY BELOVED FOREST GAURDIAN AU

levy is pretty uh suicidal after finding out she’s basically immortal and this is like a snapshot from her trying to drown herself

hair is long due to century nap where her hair grew so long over time and seeped into the ground like roots (lots of tree and forest motifs in this au.)

she has head wings because she’s like a bird human mythological species and i felt like it .

ask me more about this au please i want to yap about it…

The first thing that Cana and Alzack noticed when they got home was that their door was slightly ajar, and it hadn’t been that way when the two had left. It wasn’t just that it was left open, the wood was splintered around the doorway, showing a forced entry. Cana rushed into the house first, Alzack staying back holding Asuka close to his chest as he stood in the doorway.

Cana only made it a few feet into their living room to see that there was blood smeared across their carpet. She screamed out for her girlfriend as she moved through the house, panic lacing her voice. “BISCA?! BISCA WHERE ARE YOU?!” She followed the trail of fresh blood back towards their bedroom, there was way too much blood and Cana could feel as her panic slowly rose the longer it took to find her girlfriend.

She runs into their bedroom and that is when she spots Bisca slumped against the side of the bed. There is a pool of blood on the duvet where Bisca must have fallen before she slumped to the floor. Cana skids on her knees next to her girlfriend running her fingers through Bisca’s hair that was sticky with dried blood. Her beautiful emerald hair was now a dull muddy brown from where the blood had masked its natural color. 

Cana quickly checked her pulse, she found it but it was faint, only a light fluttering against her fingers. From her close observation she can see wounds from where her girlfriend's head must have been slammed against a wall, and then there was a gaping wound in her abdomen. Cana only steps away from Bisca for a second rushing to grab a towel to press harshly against her stomach.

Tears fill her eyes when the only reaction she gets is a low whine, her mind running a mile a minute, she couldn’t do this, they needed to get her to the guild. In a panic she pulls her girlfriend in her arms, trying to make it as comfortable as possible as she runs through the house back towards the front door. Her leather boots slipped in the slowly drying blood that is slicked over their hickory floors. She didn’t even notice as the chestnut color of the boots is slowly masked by the dripping of blood onto them.

She doesn’t even acknowledge her boyfriend or their daughter as she rushes past them, her girlfriend in her arms, she holds Bisca close, still trying to keep Asuka from seeing the gruesome sight that is her mothers slowly dying body.

All she can hear is her own blood rushing through her ears and the pounding of her boots on the pavement as she books it through town towards the guild hall. She never thought she would be more relieved to see the tan walls of the guild hall come into sight as she did right now.

She bursts into the guild hall, not stopping to talk to anyone as she runs straight to the back of the guild bounding up the steps two at a time, keeping a tight grip on her girlfriend. Cana’s deep brown hair flicked around as she violently made her way to the infirmary. As soon as she was in the infirmary she had lain her girlfriend on one of the beds as she put all her focus into putting pressure on the still heavily bleeding wound.

Now that she had made it all Cana could hear was the shallow gurgling breaths that came from Bisca as blood began to seep out of her mouth. Cana didn’t even notice when Wendy entered the room to begin to try and help heal her, her entire focus was on Bisca, her entire world revolved around the woman at the moment, and she couldn’t lose her.

Suddenly someone was pulling her back, and away from her girlfriend, she tried to fight them as she felt panic begin to seize her body. Her vision was beginning to tunnel as she watched as her girlfriend went completely motionless on the bed, her chest not rising anymore. Cana's chest began to feel tight, her ears rang, her breaths coming in short puffs as she stumbled backwards, falling back against the floor of the infirmary.

She backs up until her back is pressed into the corner, her hands gripped at her chest as she attempts to pull the bloody clothes away from her chest. Her eyes fell to her bloody hands, the edges of her vision showing a slowly creeping black static as all she could see was her bloody hands. The proof of her failure, she was unable to save her girlfriend, she was the reason her girlfriend is gonna die, this is all her fault, if she had just been faster, if she just got here a little sooner.

She brings her hands up, beginning to tug and pull at her hair, yanking at the strands. ‘Its all my fault, all my fault, I killed her, I wasn’t fast enough, I'm not good enough, Should have been faster. Should have saved her. My fault. I killed her. My fault. My fault. My fault. My fault. My fault. Killed her. Killed her. Killer. Killer. KILLER.’

She rocked back hitting her head against the wall as she spiraled her vision growing darker and darker as she rocked back and forth. Her chest growing tighter, her breaths coming out and rough shaky gasps as tears ran down her flushed cheeks, cutting through the blood that had begun to dry.

She was too wrapped in her own head that she didn’t feel the pin prick in her arm until it was too late. Her movements became more slurred and less jerky as she slowly began to fall to the side. Cana looked up into her boyfriend's tear stained face as he caught her, laying her head in his lap.

aaand this other version i made for fun