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            ❝ Good.  ❞

                   HIS REPLY IS SHORT  ,  almost as if connor was expecting something else  ,  expecting jer to be able to read  between  the lines  ,  figure out that connor was lying  &  call him on it.  he hated this  ,  hated that he  FELT  like this for someone who….clearly didn’t feel a damn thing for him.  &  somewhere deep in him  ,  connor  aches  at that knowledge.  if all they are to each other is an easy lay  ,  then why can’t connor seem to think about anyone else ??  why is it that when he’s alone  ,  the only person he wants to see is the one who doesn’t want anything from him ??  it hurts  ,  to have such deep feelings  &  not even realize their depth.

                   ❝ Now that that’s settled, um…..what do we do now ??  I mean, if you want to go you can, I’m just studying right now.  Or we could, uh….do something, I guess.  ❞ 

                there was something in him that wanted to prove that there really was no feelings involved. something that wasn’t too surprising since he always reacted rather drastically to things that he didn’t want to hear. even things like their current predicament that was his fault. of course, they didn’t start out with any genuine feelings. the only thing they felt for each other in the beginning was physical attraction, annoyance and maybe some strange sort of curiosity. he managed to remain calm as he sat there with a bored expression, showing no signs of leaving. 

    JACOB  LAUGHED  SOFTLY.   ❛   really,  mcdonald’s ??   i  mean,  if  that’s  what  you  want,  we  can  go  there,  but  if  we  are  getting  burgers,  the  best  place  is  wendy’s,  ❜   he  grinned. 

               ❛   a zodiac thing   ..   i think .   ❜   he wasn’t too big on astrology , he didn’t think it was fake   !   but he would never consider himself too much of a firm believer in anything . acknowledging the scoot with a glance down then flicking back to the other ,   ❛   what’s with your   nose  bein’ in my business   ?   ❜   it’s a gentle question , tone still sweet as honey ,   ❛   i dunno , to remind myself of who i am , i guess . i never really asked , y’know   ?   ❜   he doesn’t mind the lean , but he’s definitely curious as to why someone would be so interested in something so small in such a nonchalant placement .   ❛   you ask people about their tattoos often , or am i just one lucky guy today   ?   ❜ 

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              ❛   it’s a new year   &&  i’ve decided that   I   will be the mature one here ,   &&   stop making fun of you , ‘cause i am a responsible adult .   ❜