nothing

it’s at these times i wish i’m not alone

i tried my best.

it is frustrating that we haven't seen each other for a long time. i feel like we are falling apart. it might be okay, but who knows?

you did good. you f*cking nailed it.

You were an assh*le today. I hope you change.

I am not always there for you; I have to be here for myself.

We grew apart, and I did mind.

you are not James Bond. Stop playing yourself.

It sucks that you are the way that you are - a manipulative, conniving shit. And it sucks that I ever became your friend.

i am slowly falling apart. tasks are piling up and i think it's taking a toll (somehow) on me.

i am sorry i wasn't there for you as much as i can. now, you're long gone and it's tragic. i really liked you as a friend and sadly that ended with just an accident. the funeral was too much i couldn't go there.

you have a baby now and honestly i don't give a shit, i just want to write this. i loved you and i was wrong for doing so. i knew it after i saw you again in that funeral. i saw how you've always been. i hope your baby grows up to be a kind person though.

dear friend, i guess i am going through motions. i mean i have this friend (not you) that talks too much to the point that sometimes i don't trust him. it's very conflicting on my part and sadly that will stay that way.

maybe i should take things slow... slowly....