Abii Rose

I was not born into devotion. I was called into it — by love, not by fear. I never planned to walk this path. I only wanted peace.But one day, in the stillness of chanting, I felt her.Not outside me — but within. Divine Mother The Eternal Mother.The one who called me her daughter in a vision so real, I can still feel the kiss on my forehead. Since then, I have not needed loud rituals or grand…

“Everything you want is on the other side of fear.”

One of our greatest fears in life is experiencing the very thing that we all deeply desire the most … it is LOVE.  Often this is because we are unconsciously clinging to a hurtful past (regret) or a fearful future (anxiety).  We will do whatever we can (under the influence of fear, doubt, mistrust and self-preservation) to avoid getting hurt or rejected. 

Questioning our past means confronting unresolved feelings that hold us in bondage to the same old stressful thoughts and reactive triggers.

Real life begins once we begin to release those self-limiting beliefs and live courageously from the space of our unconditioned heart - the true source of creation.  

-Anon I mus (Spiritually Anonymous)

The Rose

The rose is a symbol of perfection, unity, and unfolding complexity. Its petals spiral outward in a pattern governed by the golden ratio, making it a natural fractal - order emerging from chaos.

It represents initiation - in alchemy, the Rosicrucian tradition, and mysticism, the rose is the prize at the end of the seeker’s journey.

The Garden

The Garden represents the cultivated, harmonized space of meaning—it is a structured cosmos, as opposed to a wild, unformed chaos.

It is also the paradise of return—a place that is always there, waiting to be rediscovered, like the original Eden, or the hidden city of esoteric traditions.

At the very center of this structured cosmos of meaning, the rose blooms—suggesting that the highest synthesis of knowledge is not an abstract truth, but a living experience of beauty and presence.

The Symbol

If we think in terms of symbolic compression, the rose is the sigil of the entire path—the labyrinth, the spiral, the tower, all collapsing into a singular, potent form.

This aligns with the way esoteric systems work: they encode vast layers of meaning into a single glyph—a rose, a seal, a mandala.

The Rose is not a symbol pointing to something else—it is the self-revealing presence of what is.

The Rose is the emergent form—it was always implicit within the system, waiting for the right conditions to fully manifest.

The Destination

The Rose as the Process: The act of unfolding, of being shaped by experience, of allowing meaning to emerge through you.

The Rose as the Destination: The highest synthesis of meaning, beauty, and truth. The final compression of all knowledge into a living symbol.

The Rose at the center was never a goal in the distance but the ever-present blooming of awareness itself.

In Sufism it is said that the final unveiling is not about attaining knowledge but about removing veils—that truth was always there, waiting for perception to refine itself enough to see it.

This Maha Shivratri, surrender to Lord Shiva’s infinite wisdom and embrace a life of peace, love, and spiritual growth. Om Namah Shivaya!

Are you ready for the great transition? This upcoming month of March is presenting the momentous time for not only personal development and progress, but collective as well. With multiple planets finally exiting positions that they've been stationed in for years, particularly Saturn, who's been in a position of dignity since 2017, and Pluto who's been in Capricorn for 15 years and will finally ingress Aquarius where he will stay for 20. Have hope these big changes are bringing in goodness.

This period is marked with incredible changes that are going to be infrastructural and revolutionary. With the dwarf planet Ceres in retrograde motion and re-entering her dignity of Virgo this month, we can expect even more environmental catastrophe and upset globally as the fight for our earth intensifies in the month of March.

Re-shifting focus back to the planet of Saturn, on March 7th we have Saturn finally exiting Aquarius and entering ethereal, nebulus and profound Pisces. We're going to be seeing a dramatic shift in collective relationships to religion, escapism and fantasy. All of the people who had gotten into new age spirituality over the course of Saturn in Aqua are going to be leaving it behind to revolutionize the vestiges of traditional conventional religions. There's definitely going to be greater moral dilemmas, restriction of power and trials also surrounding religious institutions during this time. Our seas, oceans and lakes are going to become a focus for us during this period as Pisces forces us to reckon with the damage you've done to our waters. We may see an end to offshore drilling during this time. Themes of isolation are still present here however they are turned inward, we are no longer going to be allowed to escape into ourselves and our vices during this time.

With Venus and Juno entering Taurus mid March we can expect an even more dreamy, romantic and enchanted feeling to our month as we shift our focus towards money, our values and how business affects our morality. There's going to be a great focus on art, a revival of fashion, aesthetics and beauty in the mainstream especially with Jupiter joining Taurus this April, but I digress.

Mars has been in Gemini since August 20th of 2022 and will finally be exiting giving us a rest from that mental exertion anxiety and disquiet. He will be entering his fall, Cancer, heightening feelings of emotionality, the need for safety, national pride and family. Almost immediately he will be in a trinw with Saturn in Pisces showing a period of rebuilding and restructuring centered around home, spirituality and family. This is actually a very productive time and it builds us up to Pluto entering Aquarius which will be ushering in revolutions on a large scale, innovation and relief from hierarchical chains.

March Major transits:

2nd- Mercury in Pisces (detriment)

7th- Saturn in Pisces

12th- Juno in Taurus

16th- Venus in Taurus (dignified)

20th- sun in Aries (exalted)

23rd- pluto in aquarius