The Fear.

Oh-shit, It’s 2020-- Even worse!

Just started dating again and I was supposed to meet up with this dude around 8 and he flaked. 

I had a feeling he would when I didn’t get a response to the text I sent at 6 to confirm, and so I didn’t bother getting dressed or undoing my twists, but I did do my makeup and ironed my top.  I figured if I got a late response I could just throw on my outfit and undo my twists and go.  I definitely didn’t want to get dressed and undo my twists without getting a firm confirmation.  Bitch, could you imagine if I got got dressed, did my hair, left my house and went to the bar?  I’d be tight!!  Do you know how long it takes to put these twists in?!  I don’t let my hair out unless I’m going somewhere nice or seeing people. Haha, oh wells, I get to save this twist out for another day lmao. 

Shit, I figured the men got more mature around 30 but it’s the same shit!

This ni88a wasted my time (the time I spent doing my makeup), my energy because I was nervous all day and my goddamn alcohol that I drank to calm my nerves.

This is strike two and three.  Definitely not giving him a chance to waste my time and energy again.

What was strike one?  The fact that he asked me out but I had to make the plans, wtf.  Ni88as where’s the freakin ingenuity in 2020?

Oh wells.