Today's Document
Xuebing Du
oozey mess
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
Love Begins
KIROKAZE
dirt enthusiast
RMH
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
Product Placement
Not today Justin
titsay
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Kaledo Art
Game of Thrones Daily
d e v o n
Sweet Seals For You, Always
Misplaced Lens Cap
if i look back, i am lost
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@thefallingdream
it doesn't have all-all of my links on it, like I still observe the first rule of tumblr and I doubt anyone cares about my ravelry profile and I don't actually have a twitter anymore so click that one at your own risk
BUT
I have a website for where you can always find me and my stuff
www.thefallingdream.com
I mean lbr they're gonna have to chase me out with a broom when they dismantle this wretched dive but I have stuff in other places anyway
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Look at this gamer :3
it's what, nine months? since the vet gave her one or two. She's doing great (for a thirteen year old diabetic cat with terminal cancer). She misses more jumps, sleeps more, the day will come, but for now she's still happy and full of purrs
Made an entry for the WA/Venus Theory production contest
also made an entry for the WA/Venus Theory production contest
(yes that is a @problemglyphs thumbnail)
Surprise! I released a new EP this week! More post-industrial, more haunted, more vibes. Somebody who is good at marketing copy help me out here, it's like if NIN and Coil had a gayass baby and it was abducted by aliens and then dropped in that swamp from True Detective with a bag of RCs and no pants. Get it, get it now.
thefallingdream.bandcamp.com
Surprise! I released a new EP this week! More post-industrial, more haunted, more vibes. Somebody who is good at marketing copy help me out here, it's like if NIN and Coil had a gayass baby and it was abducted by aliens and then dropped in that swamp from True Detective with a bag of RCs and no pants. Get it, get it now.
thefallingdream.bandcamp.com
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ā¢ No registration required ā¢ HD streaming
accidentally made a tarot spread zine. I hope you don't need it but if you do I want you to have it.
a tarot spread for starting over
blood test for miss covergirl today, I didn't expect her to stick around long enough to need one but she's been off the special diabetic food about four and a half months and doesn't seem in a hurry to leave so I figured it was time. Mostly good, one of her kidney markers was a little on the high side of normal but lots of things can raise that one and the other more importanter one was normal and good.
Spot glucose was way up over last test, which was a year ago, but that's not a big deal. Fructosamine was 382, up from 364, which is still in the acceptable range but getting into the high end. We may raise her insulin by half a unit, I need to talk to the vet again.
Anyway. Gabapentin. Fucking miraculous.
just had a month off social media on purpose and ngl I'm probably gonna dip out again, this really isn't interesting or fun anymore
anyway Khoshekh is still here, we don't know for how long but we caught her chasing her tail a few days ago so she still has quality of life, here's kitty tax
time to move Khoshekh onto kitten food. She's having more and more trouble chewing, still wants all the chicken though.
When we first got the diagnosis we thought she wouldn't make it three whole weeks, two months later she's still here. Demanding more chicken.
she had some kind of abscess burst straight into my hand on Wednesday. At least it wasn't stinky like the ones they get from fighting, still a handful of unpleasant tho
the vet put her on a course of antibiotics so she doesn't get a bone infection on top of everything else, more meds I have to put in this cat twice a day, but only for ten days
her purrs came back with the gabapentin, I don't think I said, but she's purring so loud rn because she's full of high-calorie paste and drugs
time to move Khoshekh onto kitten food. She's having more and more trouble chewing, still wants all the chicken though.
When we first got the diagnosis we thought she wouldn't make it three whole weeks, two months later she's still here. Demanding more chicken.
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been spending an inordinate amount of every day persuading this little cat to eat her drugs so I can keep her a bit longer, but as long as it keeps working ima keep doing it
So this morning I was getting ready for work and thereās this plaintive howling at my window, so I opened the window to see if there were any survivors and this. Random. Cat. Just hops in, does a lap of my flat, and settles in like Emperor of the Universe. Sheās still here, the windowās open so she can leave and go home any time she wants to but sheās just sleeping on my bed like itās not even my bed itās hers.
So I was like āwhere did you come from?ā at her and then I started singing Cotton Eye Joe (if you donāt sing to cats youāre just wrong), so Iām calling her Emperor Joe Random while sheās visiting.
Someone loves her, sheās healthy and very friendly, so Iām going to try to find her home and get her back there. I canāt feel a chip under her skin but that doesnāt mean there isnāt one. She doesnāt have a tattoo but I gather those arenāt standard round here so she may be desexed or not, I canāt tell. If sheās still here on Monday Iāll take her up to the City Vet, they do free checks and care for found/stray cats. Sadly thereās a lot of strays and abandoned kitties in this town, in fact thereās a huge semi-supported colony about two blocks over from my house. Sheās not from there. Her coat is very soft & glossy, and sheās fine with being picked up for cuddles and belly rubs, so Iām certain sheās got a loving home to go back to.
If I canāt find her people though, and if she doesnāt wander home on her own, the landlady is cool with me keeping her, and the cat is apparently cool with keeping me, in a āok Iām here now you do what you like but make sure it includes food and pettinsā kind of way.
it's our 12th anniversary. I don't know if she knows, probably not. She pinned me to my chair at 1:30am and watched the Homestuck pilot with me and wouldn't let me go to bed though so maybe? Here she is yesterday, stopping me from sweeping.
We originally booked the vet to come round on the 18th, but gabapentin gave her a little more time. A cat that is suffering doesn't sprawl in a sunbeam, and as long as she has quality of life I don't want to cut it short.
Last night she was sitting in the doorway with her zoomy face on, I had to step past her and she went zoom, and as she dashed away from me she very clearly, distinctly, I can not stress this enough, said "nyoom!"
I love her so much.
gabapentin 50mg oral solution 1ml 2x daily
she is very relaxed
so this has worked fucking miracles. It took a couple of days for her to adjust to being stoned out of her tiny brain all day but the inflammation around the tumor(s) has gone down, the bleeding and oozing has dried up, she's chill and playful and happy and snuggly, she's still struggling to chew but less.
We're keeping a close eye on her but we may postpone the inevitable a little longer.
gabapentin 50mg oral solution 1ml 2x daily
she is very relaxed
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gonna be down in the mud howling and screaming and trying to bargain with god, if anyone wants to come with
I strongly suggest never looking up feline mandibulectomy if you don't absolutely need to.
I spent yesterday on PubMed reading up on outcomes.
Today I made an appointment to discuss palliative care.
Yesterday also I got an automated text from the vet with a link to a feedback survey. I absolutely don't blame the staff, they've always taken excellent care of her and I recognise the meddling hand of a corporate parent when I see it.
I wrote:
You don't need this survey system. It's unnecessary and insensitive. On the grounds that the system is fully automated and there's no way to disable it on case by case basis, it is unfit for purpose. Whatever ghoulish, metrics-driven son of a cheap business school pushed it into the workflow is also unfit for purpose, as veterinary care requires humanity. This is the only feedback I can reasonably offer at this time.
You can imagine what I didn't write.
