The Ephemeral Fox

It's remarkable, the way people will always find a way to disappoint you. Especially the ones you love the most.

Feeling like you're too much is honestly one of the worst feelings to possibly exist. It just feels like you need to stop being yourself and existing all together. It's like you crawl out of your own skin and laugh in disgust at what remains, it's pathetic. And so saddening.

Maybe I always end up being too much because I never feel like I'm enough

I'm always either too much to handle for people or not enough to make them stay. But never just right. And I don't know how that is even possible because one would think that at some point I would be just right for a person, but somehow I always manage to be not enough or too much.