What is life?

A short video I’ll might not be able to post as much videos so might be inactive and if you want to post for me try and dm me and hopefully it will work but I’m going to film really much when I’m away and then post so much videos when I get home #gymnastics #Gymnastics #gymnast #gymnastik #handstand #rad #brücke #sport #skorpion #spagat #acrobatic #acrobatic#Video #Gym #gymnasticsvideo #gymnasticslover #gymnasticsgirl #flexible #split#Yawi #YouAreWorthIt #sportschain #Gymnastics

So much of this is true except I’m not gay I’m bisexual cw today was around 47,6-9kg at least I’m not over 48kg but probably will be soon bc my fat ass made dad buy Nutella and peanut butter will throw those away in sneaky way but fat ass me probably will binge eat and then sh some

I somehow managed to end up with another fail video bc that’s how clumsy I am and accident prone 😂 I need advice on what I should film next might go away from home a while and hang out with my cousin and grandparents might be a pool video and beach video comment suggestions please 😊🏳️‍🌈 #gymnastics #Gymnastics #gymnast #gymnastik #handstand #rad #brücke #sport #skorpion #spagat #acrobatic #acrobatic#Video #Gym #gymnasticsvideo #gymnasticslover #gymnasticsgirl #flexible #split#Yawi #YouAreWorthIt #sportschain #Gymnastics

Found This AMAZING zero calorie drink and I’m going to ask mom to buy me some before she gets home from work I’m down to 47,5kg finally under 48kg again I can finally feel good about my body but still not good enough

So this is what I did yesterday and wish I could filmed how I got the best time for the water slide 12,55 was my time I need to get something so I can film when I go to a water park again this was so fun I’d love to do it again 😊❤️🏳️‍🌈 gymnastics #Gymnastics #gymnast #gymnastik #handstand #rad #brücke #sport #skorpion #spagat #acrobatic #acrobatic#Video #Gym #gymnasticsvideo #gymnasticslover #gymnasticsgirl #flexible #split#Yawi #YouAreWorthIt #sportschain #Gymnastics

I know it’s not the best one and it’s really ugly but I’m trying my best so ya but tonight I’ll be filming some air tack vids and tomorrow you will see what i can and don’t have a mental block on anyone got tips on mental blocks for BHS and back tuck dm me #gymnastics #Gymnastics #gymnast #gymnastik #handstand #rad #brücke #sport #skorpion #spagat #acrobatic #acrobatic#Video #Gym #gymnasticsvideo #gymnasticslover #gymnasticsgirl #flexible #split#Yawi #YouAreWorthIt #sportschain #Gymnastics #mentalblock

Well that’s apparently good to know and I will try and workout as much as I can this week I’ve been fasting since Monday or Sunday afternoon I’m currently at 70h my goal is 78h my longest have been 74 so we’ll see if I actually can do shit feeling very tired today and sleepy bc woke up at 6/7am and have usually this past week been waking up at 9/10am but I’ll get in more steps today so yaay cw 47,7kg lost 0,4kg not much but I’m happy to be under 48kg again why am I like this fkn anorexic brain well well breaking fast with a salad from ICA 😊🥗 #eatingdisorder #Anorexia #Ana #anorexic #Fat#Depressed #Ugly #ED #Triggerwarning #weightloss #anorexianervosa #fasting #skinny #diagniosed #weight #Nofood #thighgap #thinspo #collarbones #thin #small #triggerd #Depression #Selfharm #SocialAnxiety #Suicide #Suicidal

Love in the beginning I somehow managed to get my foot under the thingy where you put it over the chair that’s why I looked so chocked but I’m trying to get my Ariel on grass but it’s not working need a little hill and longer running space #gymnastics #Gymnastics #gymnast #gymnastik #handstand #rad #brücke #sport #skorpion #spagat #acrobatic #acrobatic#Video #Gym #gymnasticsvideo #gymnasticslover #gymnasticsgirl #flexible #split#Yawi #YouAreWorthIt #sportschain #Gymnastics

Well I’m about 29 hours into the fast cw 48,4kg so my fast is working well but I’m depressed again and have the biggest urge to cut again but trying my best not to and I’m freezing again so I’m losing weight yay and fast is 78h so til Wednesday at 5:20pm it’s back to low cal food and drinks should I do a face reveal when I hit 100/200 followers cmt if I should #eatingdisorder #Anorexia #Ana #anorexic #Fat#Depressed #Ugly #ED #Triggerwarning #weightloss #anorexianervosa #fasting #skinny #diagniosed #weight #Nofood #thighgap #thinspo #collarbones #thin #small #triggerd #Depression #Selfharm #SocialAnxiety #Suicide #Suicidal

Here’s a little quick video of me doing some tumbling on the trampoline at my gym but hopefully I can do a fail video soon I only have 1 video but I’ll try and find some more so I can do a video of it #gymnastics #Gymnastics #gymnast #gymnastik #handstand #rad #brücke #sport #skorpion #spagat #acrobatic #acrobatic#Video #Gym #gymnasticsvideo #gymnasticslover #gymnasticsgirl #flexible #split#Yawi #YouAreWorthIt #sportschain #Gymnastics