I had to look out for you

Hi there, remember me?  I’m so sorry for disappearing and then not saying anything about it. To be honest, I was too ashamed and too chicken to let everyone here know that I’ve simply lost interest in Supernatural and have dived back into the anime world. 

I got everything I ever wanted and more: I went to a convention in America, met some great people there, met the cast, got to hug Jensen Ackles (still not over that) and take a picture with him and Jared, exchanged a few words with them and got their autographs. Did I mention that I cried a lot? Cause I did and I don’t think I’ve ever cried so hard in my entire life omghelp 

I finally got into university and decided to study Japanese, which is so time-consuming that I’m barely online to begin with. On top of that, I made a lot of friends there who want to hang out with me (I am still shocked tbh because I never thought I’d be able to make friends in real life) and made me not want to hide behind my screen all the time. I passed all of my classes and am ready to enter my second year, which is apparently gonna be even tougher so... I hope I’ll live lol 

So, long story short, I’m currently very happy with my life, something that I haven’t felt in over over ten years, and Supernatural, even though it’s still precious to me, simply slipped away. I’ll always be a fan and maybe I’ll visit this blog occasionally to fangirl over it, but other than that, I won’t be around much.