CR4ZY SH1T M4N

[ T : I LOVE MEN !!! ]

We are no different from others, we too want to die. To vanish. To finally experience the relief we’ve been craving. To leave everything behind and never come back.

But we can’t.

We have people to care for.

Even if sometimes said people hit our buttons, we stay.

Even if we show that we don’t care or are interested, we stay.

Because we can’t have shit.

We can’t be sad. We can’t be angry, all it takes is one wrong move and suddenly we’re the villain. So we suppress our emotions, we pretend everything is fine, we move on from something and call it a day.

This is not a goodbye letter, this is not exactly a vent either. This is just stating facts that should’ve been let out a long time ago but never could.

But death, it sounds tempting. We are on a mountain this summer break, all it takes is one wrong move. And we’re gone. We die, and for once. That relief we’ve craved will finally engulf itself around us.

Top of the list aka nr.1 - @veeinthereal (child of a few alters, sibling of some others alters)

- gen what keeps us going in life

- Never left our side even if things get ugly

- We help them, they try to help back (which is something we appreciate despite not really showing it)

- awesome person to talk with, most alters get along welll

- fucking chud that Jeff loves platonically (Jeff = the host and harshals father)

nr.2 - Silent (Roblox friend)

- fucking chud (LLLLL/j)

-only reason we’ve been getting on Roblox more often

- odd but still a sweetheart when he feels like it

Why I’m like this now? Idk, Jeff probably wants me to suffer. No oc is safe from our creator after all. We all die in the end. All ocs die.