Lately, I’ve been reflecting a lot on my journey. Most importantly the people that partake in this journey with me. I feel like it’s been emotional roller coasters this wave of emotions.
My girlfriend thinks I don’t understand that she needs to invest time for her. We all have to grow and I am absolutely aware of that but I can’t help it if I am madly in love with you. I need you so much that it’s become more “needy” than it is an appreciation of just your presence.Â
Then I have friends who aren’t appreciative of things I tell or do for them. It’s ashame, I had to let a good friend go a week ago. It got to the point that getting free clothes wasn’t the becoming that much genuine and pure anymore. You give a little and people take too much. I think what frustrated me is the fact when I go out my way to use professional contacts to help friends and they don’t follow through or respond back promptly. It makes me give up and give hope to assist anyone with any of their projects or goals.
A cold heart doesn’t open the mind to see the possibilities of things and people. This is why I am a weird spot in my life. I am playing limbo and currently allowing myself to guide myself.
I am sitting here switching back and forth from work to this blog. I am watching a space video and at this very moment, I feel connected again. The vast universe has so many universes within itself. It’s amazing truly that somewhere out there, there is probably another planet like the earth with creatures of a similar specimen.Â
Space is such an infinite thing because it can not be defined or confined.













