thebloominglife

I love some of them as if they were family, but what about the ones that I am not as connected with as I would like to?

Went to lunch with a friend. Realized that I’m not as desperate as I thought. Sometimes wishing for things isn’t the way to live.

This just resonates.

I am trying to write a book, i’ve been for the length of 2020. But I don’t seem to find an idea that is good enough. Everytime that I have something, I end up erasing it. Hopefully someday I can creaty something that satisfies my taste. Hopefully sooner than later.

Ugh just shut up. I hate this! I hate that I’m even thinking about it. Just stop. It’s in the past! Why is there a need to relieve everything or I should say only the good parts. You ket it go for some reason, so stop trying to bring it back, it’s over! You keep on remembering moments and things that you felt but it’s all clouded by your good memories. There was so much shit in there and you just keep remembering the good parts. This is not okay, not everything was that beautiful/cool/lovely. Think clearly and do not do anything stupid. You let it go for a reason. It is not worth bringing it back!

Views of today’s sunset from the local library.

Winter sunsets