The Black Abyss

Just when I thought I was better everything came crashing down again.

My room is filled with hobbies I used to love, but now they're just collecting dust because depression stole the joy out of them. And I keep wondering when, or if, I'll ever feel that spark again for the things that used to make me happy.

If one day I pass away, please be happy for me because I'm finally not in pain anymore.

Getting older but never getting better.

a hug would be nice but not waking up would be better.

I just want to disappear.

𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐝.

i don’t want to kill myself but i do want to die

Life is so fucking meaningless and it has no worth idk why suicide is seen as a shameful thing to do. I literally saw nobody killing themselves because of a temporary problem, being alive is already the permanent problem.

You’re so nice to everyone, sweet like honey, except when it comes to yourself, you pull blades in your skin, starve to death and bully yourself mentally.